Chapter 1: The Roadside

The first pain came like a bright wire pulled tight beneath my ribs.
I grabbed the edge of the passenger seat. Outside, the town slid past in familiar pieces—gray storefronts, a gas station, the red light where Eric always complained about getting stuck. He was driving me to my prenatal appointment before work, one hand on the wheel and the other tapping against his thigh.
“Eric, please pull over. I can barely breathe.”
He glanced at me, then back at the road.
“You’re fine.”
The pain eased enough for me to draw a shallow breath. I tried to tell myself it was a cramp, a muscle, anything that would pass before we reached the doctor. Then another one struck, harder, and my breath caught in my throat.
“Something’s wrong. Please pull over.”
His jaw tightened. He turned onto a quiet side street and slammed on the brakes.
For one hopeful second, I thought he was going to help me. Then he looked at me as if I’d ruined his morning on purpose.
“You always do this,” he said. “Every time something matters to me, you suddenly need attention.”
“I’m eight months pregnant.”
“Stop pretending.”
He got out and came around to my side. When he yanked the door open, cold air rushed in. I reached for the dashboard, trying to steady myself.
“Eric, wait—”
His hand closed around my arm. He pulled me toward the open door, and pain flared where his fingers dug into my skin.
“You’re hurting me.”
“Then get out.”
My shoes struck the pavement. I bent forward, one hand braced on the car, the other pressed to my stomach. The street was quiet enough that I could hear a dog barking somewhere behind a row of houses.
“Please,” I said. “Take me to the hospital.”
Eric climbed back into the driver’s seat.
“My purse is still inside!” I shouted.
He lowered the window just enough for his answer to reach me.
“You’ll figure it out.”
Then the car pulled away. My purse, my phone, my keys—everything I’d brought with me—went with him.
I watched the taillights vanish around the corner. The next pain folded me down until I was on one knee, my palm scraping the pavement. I tried to stand, but the sidewalk tilted and the breath I pulled in seemed too small to fill my lungs.
A car slowed nearby. A woman got out, leaving her door open.
“Are you hurt?”
“I’m pregnant,” I managed. “I need help.”
“I’m calling 911.”
Her name was Dana. I learned that later, when I could focus on more than the tightening in my stomach and the fear that rose each time it came. She stayed beside me, keeping her voice low and steady while she spoke to the dispatcher.
“Help is coming,” she said. “You’re not alone.”
I wanted to believe her. I wanted to ask her to promise the baby was okay, though there was no way she could know. Instead, I gripped her hand until the sirens came, then let the paramedics lift me onto a stretcher.
At the hospital, everything became bright lights and clipped questions. A nurse cut through the sleeve of my shirt to examine my arm. I looked away from the bruises beginning to rise beneath my skin.
The doctor told me they were seeing signs of early labor and possible complications with the placenta. They needed to slow the contractions and watch me closely.
“But the heartbeat is strong,” she said.
I held on to those words. Strong. The baby’s heartbeat was strong.
A nurse fastened a hospital bracelet around my wrist. It was too loose, sliding over the pulse I could feel beating fast beneath it.
“Can you call my sister?” I asked. “Megan.”
“We’ve got her number from your chart. We’ll try.”
When Megan came in, she crossed the room so quickly her purse slipped from her shoulder. She took one look at my arm and stopped.
“Claire.”
I tried to smile, but my mouth trembled instead.
“He left me on the road,” I said.
Megan’s eyes went to the bruises again. She reached for my hand with careful fingers, as if even comfort might hurt.
“Did he put those there?”
I nodded.
Her expression changed. Not softened—hardened. She stepped into the hall and called our father.
I could hear only her side of the conversation.
“Dad, it’s me. Claire’s at the hospital.”
A pause.
“Eric left her. He pulled her out of the car.”
Another pause. Megan looked through the open doorway at me.
“Yes. He put his hands on her.”
She listened, then gave a small nod.
“Okay. I’ll stay with her.”
When she returned, she sat close to the bed. She didn’t ask me to explain why Eric had done it or what I might have said before he did. She held my hand and stayed while the monitor traced the baby’s heartbeat into the quiet.
Forty minutes later, Dad called back. Megan put him on speaker.
“Claire,” he said. His voice was level, but I heard something tight beneath it. “You’re not going home with him tonight.”
I stared at the hospital bracelet on my wrist.
“Where am I going?”
“We’ll figure that out.”
“Dad, what do you mean?”
“I’m dealing with the house. You need to focus on the baby.”
The conversation seemed to close around those words. I wanted to ask what he had done, what he knew, why he sounded as though he’d been expecting trouble. But my next contraction pressed the questions out of me.
A nurse entered with a tablet in her hand. Behind her stood a uniformed officer.
“Claire?” the officer said. “I’m Officer Ruiz. Dana told the paramedics what she saw, and I’d like to hear your account when you’re able.”
I looked at Megan. Until then, the whole morning had belonged to Eric: his car, his decision to leave, his voice telling me I was fine. Now a stranger had seen me on that road and spoken up.
“She witnessed it?” I asked.
“She told the paramedics what happened,” Officer Ruiz said. “You don’t have to speak with me right this minute. Your care comes first.”
I let out a breath that shook on its way out. The baby’s heartbeat continued, steady through the monitor.
That night, Megan sat beside me while the hospital lights dimmed. She borrowed my father’s phone and called him so I could hear his voice again.
“I still don’t understand what you’re doing at the house,” I said.
“I know.”
“Is Eric there?”
“Not yet.”
The answer left a cold space in my chest. Megan glanced at the phone, but Dad didn’t explain. I heard a faint noise on his end, then the scrape of a door opening.
“Dad?”
“Stay where you are,” he said.
The room seemed to shrink around me. I could hear Megan breathing beside the bed, the monitor’s steady rhythm, and, through the phone, a man’s voice raised on the other side of a door.
“What did you do to the locks?”
Eric.
My fingers closed around the hospital bracelet.
Dad answered, calm and close to the phone. “You can’t come in.”
“You changed the locks?”
“I’m right here on the porch.”
May you like
For a moment, no one spoke. Then Eric struck the door hard enough that the sound came through the speaker and snapped Megan’s head up.
“Tell Claire to open it.”