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Chapter 2: No More Decisions for Her

The car smelled of wet wool, apple slices, and the lavender wipes I kept in the console. Ordinary things. I held on to them as I pulled away from the curb.

In the rearview mirror, Julian grew smaller beneath the gray sky. He didn’t follow. I couldn’t tell whether that was restraint or shock, and I refused to guess.

Sophie leaned between the front seats.

“Is he going to come to our house?”

“No,” I said. “Not unless I invite him.”

She considered that, then sat back. Grace was watching the road with her hands folded in her lap. Emma had gone quiet, her foggy heart on the window thinning as the car warmed.

My phone rang through the dashboard. Julian’s name flashed on the screen.

I declined the call.

It rang again.

“Mom?” Grace asked.

“I’m here.”

I pulled into a grocery-store parking lot and stopped. The girls watched me in the mirror. I didn’t want them to hear an argument they couldn’t make sense of, or an answer I wasn’t ready to give.

I stepped out and closed the car door behind me.

Julian answered on the first ring.

“I won’t come after you,” he said. “I wanted to say something before you left.”

“You had five years to say it.”

“I know.”

The wind tugged at my coat. I tightened my hand around the phone.

“I remember exactly what I said,” he continued. “If you were pregnant, I said I wouldn’t raise another man’s child.”

For a moment, the parking lot noise fell away: engines, carts rattling over pavement, a child crying near the store entrance.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “Not for how it sounded. For saying it at all.”

The apology landed somewhere tender, but it couldn’t make the old hurt smaller. I had built a life around the space that sentence left behind.

“You don’t get to apologize as if the damage ended when the marriage did,” I said.

“I’m not asking you to pretend it did.”

“Then don’t ask me to make you feel better.”

“I won’t.”

His voice sounded rougher now. I glanced at the car. Sophie had lifted one hand to the window, not waving—just touching the glass.

“You don’t get to make decisions for me anymore,” I said. “And you don’t get to turn wanting answers into an emergency everyone else has to obey.”

“I understand.”

“No, Julian. You understand the words. Whether you can live by them is something else.”

He was quiet.

I ended the call before either of us could mistake the silence for peace.

When I got back in, Grace had shifted toward the middle seat, her gaze fixed on me.

“Is that man our father?”

The question was soft. It still struck harder than Julian’s apology.

I started the car, then turned it off again. I could have given her a simple answer. I could have offered something comforting and watched it grow into a promise none of us could take back.

“I’ll tell you the truth,” I said. “But first I need to understand what he wants—and what he’s willing to do.”

“Does he want us?” Emma asked.

“I don’t know yet.”

It hurt to say. It hurt more to imagine telling them something false.

Grace reached over and took Emma’s hand. Sophie watched me, searching my face for a certainty I didn’t have.

“We’re going home,” I said. “Together. That part I know.”

At our little brick house on the North Side, the girls spilled through the door ahead of me, their shoes thumping down the hall. I watched them disappear into their room before my phone buzzed again.

This time, the name on the screen was Tessa Park.

I hadn’t spoken to her in months. We’d worked together before I left the company, back when a clean result mattered more to us than a clean presentation.

“Evelyn,” she said as soon as I answered. “Are you in Chicago?”

I looked through the open doorway at three small coats draped over the bench. “I am. Why?”

“I was hoping you’d come by the lab.”

“Mine?”

“No. The pilot facility.” She paused. “I’ve been watching the readings. Something’s wrong.”

The words pulled my attention from the hallway.

“What kind of wrong?”

“I don’t know yet. That’s the problem. The public data keeps smoothing out peaks that shouldn’t disappear. I reran what I could access, and the pattern still doesn’t make sense.”

My stomach tightened. “You’re sure it isn’t a sensor fault?”

“I checked. Twice.”

Tessa’s voice dropped. “Don’t go to the facility alone. Not until we know what we’re looking at.”

The warning unsettled me more than the numbers. “Why would I go alone?”

“I’m not saying someone’s waiting there. I’m saying the readings have been questioned before, and I don’t want you walking into a room where everyone already knows you’re back in town.”

I looked toward the girls’ bedroom. They were talking over one another now, the familiar, overlapping music of home. A family photograph on the shelf showed them at the lake last summer, their faces scrunched against the sun.

“I’m not going anywhere tonight,” I said.

“Good.”

“Send me the readings.”

“I will. And Evelyn—keep your own records. Don’t rely on anything the company provides.”

The call ended. I stood still, phone in hand, listening to the girls argue over which stuffed animal got the top bunk, though neither of them had a bunk bed.

A moment later, my lab’s security app chimed.

I opened it.

MOTION DETECTED — REAR ENTRY.

For one breath, I couldn’t move.

Then I called Tessa.

“Did you get the alert too?” she asked, answering before the first ring finished.

“What alert?”

“I got a notification from the shared lab system. Rear entry.”

My lab was a converted storefront in a low brick building three blocks from my house. I paid for my own security, my own equipment, my own mistakes. Nobody else had a key.

“I’m coming,” I said.

“Evelyn, wait. I’m on my way. Don’t go in alone.”

I looked at the bedroom doorway. “I won’t.”

Mrs. Alvarez next door agreed to sit with the girls while I checked the building. I gave them a kiss, told them I’d be back soon, and ignored Sophie’s worried eyes.

Tessa met me outside the lab. The streetlights had come on, shining cold yellow across the sidewalk. We stood together beneath the faded sign above my door while I opened the security feed.

The image was grainy, but clear enough to show the rear entrance.

The door stood open.

May you like

Tessa caught my sleeve.

Inside, somewhere beyond the darkened front room, a floorboard creaked.

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