Chapter 10
By the time we reached the hotel, the rain had turned the pavement black and glossy. Connor walked a few steps ahead of me, hands buried in his coat pockets. Madison held the coloring maze she’d brought from the café, folded carefully so the unfinished path wouldn’t crease.
The lobby smelled of wet wool and coffee. I had just asked the desk clerk for our key when Connor stopped walking.
Bradley stood beside the windows.
For one suspended second, nobody moved. Then his eyes found the envelope tucked under my arm.
“Give me the folder,” he said.
Madison pressed against my side. Connor turned toward me, not quite stepping between us, but close enough that I felt the choice he was trying not to make.
“Not here,” I said.
“Of course not. You’ve made sure there’s always an audience.”
His voice was low, but the lobby had gone quiet around us. A couple at a small table looked down at their phones with the solemn concentration of people trying not to listen.
I tightened my hold on the envelope. “You came to London.”
“I came because you’re humiliating my family with papers you don’t even understand.”
The word family landed harder than the accusation. He still spoke as if I were a visitor who had wandered into something that belonged to him.
“You posted a picture of the children to tell strangers I’d taken them from you,” I said. “You don’t get to call this private now.”
His jaw shifted. “That picture was about missing them.”
“It was about telling people a story before they could hear mine.”
Madison’s fingers found mine. I felt her small thumb move once across my knuckle, the way she did when she wanted to be brave without announcing it.
Bradley noticed. His face softened, but only when he looked at the children.
“Come on, guys. Let’s go somewhere quiet. Your grandmother’s worried sick.”
Madison stayed where she was. Connor looked at the floor.
Bradley turned back to me. “You were supposed to be back already.”
“Our return flight is the one we planned.”
“You said it was a short trip. You’re making everything difficult.”
“I didn’t change the flight.”
“You took them out of the country. You’re carrying around a packet of accusations. How do you think that looks?”
I almost answered with every page I’d read, every time he’d said there was no money, every ordinary need he’d made sound extravagant. The reply climbed up my throat, hot and ready.
Then I saw Connor listening.
I swallowed it.
“I’m not discussing the papers in front of them,” I said. “And I’m not giving them to you.”
His gaze sharpened. “You’re still trying to punish me.”
“No. I’m trying not to make our children carry this conversation for us.”
For a moment, he looked almost startled. Then he turned to Connor, lowering his voice into the warm, coaxing register I remembered from school concerts and birthday mornings.
“Come with me, bud. Just for a while. Your mom can stay here. We’ll talk, get something to eat.”
Connor didn’t move.
Bradley opened his hands. “I miss you. You can tell me anything.”
Connor looked at me. I kept my face still, though every muscle in my body wanted to answer for him. He wasn’t choosing between us. He was trying to figure out which of us could hear what he felt without making him pay for it.
“I’m staying with Mom,” he said.
Bradley’s expression tightened, then smoothed over. “That’s what she wants you to say.”
“No,” I said, before I could stop myself.
Connor lifted a hand—not to silence me, exactly, but to ask for room.
“I want to talk to Dad by myself.”
Bradley glanced at me as if he’d been handed a point in an argument. “You hear that?”
“I hear Connor,” I said.
The words cost me something. I wanted to add conditions, to say we’d stay right there, to demand that Bradley keep his voice gentle. Instead, I looked at Connor.
“You can change your mind whenever you want,” I told him. “I’ll be right here with Madison.”
He nodded once.
Bradley and Connor moved a few steps toward the windows, close enough that I could see their faces but not hear every word. My body leaned after them before I caught myself. I stayed where I was.
Madison watched her brother. Her folded maze trembled in her hands.
“Is he mad at us?” she whispered.
“No,” I said. “Whatever he’s feeling, it isn’t your job to fix it.”
She looked down at the paper. “I didn’t want to go with him.”
“You don’t have to decide anything right now.”
“I know.” She set the maze on the little table beside us and smoothed it flat. The pencil line stopped at a dead end. “I just wanted you to know.”
“I’m glad you told me.”
Across the lobby, Bradley bent his head toward Connor. His shoulders were stiff, but his hands stayed at his sides. Connor listened, then said something I couldn’t make out. Bradley looked toward the rain-streaked window, where the blurred city lights trembled in the glass.
I wanted to know every word. I wanted to step between them and make certain Connor heard nothing that could bruise him. But if I made his private conversation into another thing I controlled, he would remember that too.
So I stood beside Madison and let the silence hold.
When Connor came back, his face had gone pale beneath the pink from the cold. He stopped in front of me, then glanced once at Madison, as if checking that she was still there.
I crouched, but didn’t touch him until he leaned closer.
“Do you want to tell me what happened?” I asked.
He nodded. His mouth tightened, and for a second I thought he might take it back.
“Dad said you’re going to make the family lose everything.”
The sentence hit the lobby floor between us. I felt the old impulse rise—find Bradley’s eyes, throw the evidence back at him, make him hear how cruel he sounded.
Connor was watching my face. I could see him bracing for the answer, already preparing to carry it back to his father.
I let the anger stay mine.
“I’m sorry he put that on you,” I said.
Connor’s eyes flicked toward Bradley. “Is it true?”
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“No,” I said, and reached for his hand only when he offered it. “You are not responsible for what happens to the adults. And you don’t have to carry our words back and forth.”
He gripped my fingers. Across the lobby, Bradley stood alone by the window, his reflection broken by the rain.
