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Chapter 10: The Truth Without Excuses

“Then state it plainly,” Claire said. “With Jessica present.”

Nathan’s expression shifted. For a second, he looked more surprised than angry.

“She’s in the car,” he said.

“Then you can bring her over. You stay outside.”

The guard opened one glass door just enough for Nathan to speak from the vestibule. Claire stayed inside, Maya beside her, with the guard between them. Nathan walked to the threshold but didn’t cross it.

Jessica joined him a moment later. She looked from Nathan to Claire, then to the guard.

“You said you had proof,” Claire said. “What is it?”

Nathan glanced at Jessica, as if expecting her to help him make his case.

“DeLuca isn’t what you think he is.”

“I didn’t ask who you think he is. I asked what you know.”

“Everyone in certain circles knows his businesses aren’t clean.”

“Which businesses?”

Nathan’s jaw tightened. “You’re asking me for names?”

“I’m asking what you personally have seen.”

He hesitated.

Claire felt her pulse beating hard in her throat, but she kept her voice level. “A document? A transaction? Something you witnessed?”

Nathan looked away, toward the street. “I’ve heard things.”

“So you don’t have proof.”

“I have enough to know you should be careful.”

“Those aren’t the same thing.”

His gaze returned to her. The polished confidence had come back, but it didn’t fit as well now.

“You think he’s going to tell you the truth? A man like that doesn’t suddenly become honest because you’re carrying his child.”

Claire held his eyes. “And you came here because you care about my safety?”

“I came because you deserve to know what you’re involved in.”

Maya shifted beside her. The guard’s face remained impassive.

Nathan’s words were dressed up as concern. Claire had heard the costume before. He’d worn it when he wanted to explain why her choices were wrong, why her refusal needed correcting, why he should be the one to decide what was best.

“You called rumor proof,” she said. “You came to my workplace after I told you not to contact me. If you had something real, you could have sent it through an appropriate channel. You didn’t.”

Nathan’s face hardened.

“I’m trying to help you.”

“No. You’re trying to make me listen.”

Jessica looked at him. “You told me you had evidence.”

“I said I knew enough.”

“You said you had proof.”

“I do know people who—”

“Stop.” Jessica’s voice was quiet, but it cut through his. “You don’t have proof.”

Nathan stared at her. “You don’t know anything about him.”

“I know what you told me.” She looked at Claire. “I’m sorry. Again.”

Claire nodded once. She didn’t owe Jessica reassurance, and Jessica didn’t ask for it.

“You keep calling it concern,” Jessica continued, turning back to Nathan. “You did that when you talked about Claire, too. You called her stubborn when she wouldn’t take your money. You called her irresponsible when she wouldn’t let you decide things for her.”

“That’s not what this is.”

“It sounds exactly like what this is.”

Nathan glanced toward Claire, as if he wanted her to contradict Jessica or soften the moment. Claire said nothing.

Jessica took one step back from him.

“I’m not making a decision about our engagement here,” she said. “But I’m not standing beside you while you corner someone who asked you to leave her alone.”

“You’re going to walk away over this?”

“I’m going to leave so I can think without you telling me what I should think.”

She turned toward the sidewalk. Nathan didn’t follow. The guard kept the doorway between him and Claire.

Jessica paused just long enough to meet Claire’s eyes.

“I won’t ask you to forgive me,” she said.

“I know.”

Then Jessica left.

Nathan watched her go. When he looked back at Claire, the anger in his face had thinned into something more wounded and more dangerous to his pride.

“You’re making a mistake,” he said.

“Leave.”

The guard stepped forward. Nathan gave Claire one last look, then turned and went after Jessica without calling her name.

Claire waited until they were out of sight before she let herself exhale. Maya touched her arm.

“Do you want to sit down?”

“In a minute.”

“You did the right thing.”

“I know what I did.” Claire pressed a hand against the curve beneath her sweater. “I’m still trying to figure out how I feel about it.”

The manager came over and asked if Claire wanted someone to walk her to the staff exit. She did. Maya went with her, and the guard stayed close enough to help without crowding her.

Once she was in the back office, Claire opened her messages. Nathan’s latest texts sat above the earlier ones she’d saved. She took another screenshot and sent it to herself.

Then she opened Gabriel’s contact.

Nathan had offered no evidence. That didn’t make the question disappear.

Claire typed: Nathan says you’re hiding something about your business. He claims he has proof. He doesn’t. I’m asking you directly: is there something I should know?

She read it once before sending. She wasn’t asking Gabriel to come over, wasn’t giving him permission to put anyone on her behalf, wasn’t inviting a promise. She was asking for an answer.

His response came a few minutes later.

Yes. Can I call?

Claire stared at the screen. She was tired, uneasy, and still angry that the truth had needed a confrontation to bring it closer.

Call. I’m not agreeing to anything beyond listening.

The phone rang almost immediately.

“I’m listening,” she said.

“I didn’t know Nathan would come to your workplace.”

“That isn’t an answer.”

“No. It isn’t.” Gabriel’s voice was controlled, but she heard strain beneath it. “The answer is yes. My business has involved criminal conduct.”

Claire sat down. “What kind?”

“A lot of what I built was not lawful. I’ve used intimidation. I’ve profited from arrangements I can’t defend as legitimate.”

“Did you hurt people?”

A pause.

“Yes.”

She closed her eyes. The answer was plain. That made it no easier to hear.

“Did you order people to hurt anyone?”

“I can’t give you a complete account over the phone. Some of it involves matters I need to discuss with counsel first. But I won’t pretend my hands are clean.”

“Did you keep it from me because you thought I wouldn’t want to know?”

“I kept it from you because I wanted to believe I could step away before it touched you.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

“No.” His breath caught, then steadied. “I kept it from you because I was afraid you’d see me clearly and leave. That was selfish. It wasn’t protection.”

Claire watched a pale strip of evening light fade across the office window.

“Nathan didn’t prove anything,” she said. “But he didn’t invent the whole question, either.”

“No.”

“Were you going to tell me?”

“I should have told you before you had to ask. I can’t make that right by confessing now.”

“No, you can’t.”

“I know.”

She wanted to ask how much money had come from those arrangements. Whose lives had been changed by his decisions. What it meant for their child to have a father who could answer yes when asked whether he had hurt people.

But she couldn’t make a careful list while her heart was still racing.

“Are you meeting Marco?” she asked.

“I haven’t decided.”

“Don’t use me or the baby to explain whatever you choose. Not as a reason to meet him. Not as a reason to stay away.”

“I won’t.”

“And don’t ask me to forgive you because you told the truth.”

“I won’t ask.”

Claire rubbed her thumb over the edge of her phone. “I need distance. No visits. No calling tonight. When you’ve spoken to your attorney and made a decision, tell me what you actually decided. Not what you think I want to hear.”

There was a long silence.

“All right,” Gabriel said.

“You understand that this isn’t me promising we’ll be together if you make the right choice.”

“I understand.”

“And if your choice puts me or the baby at risk, I’ll make my own arrangements. I won’t wait for you to decide what I can handle.”

“You have the right to do that.”

“I know I do.”

She heard a faint rustle on his end, then a door closing.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

Claire looked down at her hand over her stomach.

“Being sorry is a beginning. It isn’t the same as changing.”

“I know.”

She ended the call before either of them could turn the conversation into a comfort they hadn’t earned.

The next morning, her phone buzzed while she was still in bed.

I spoke to my attorney. She says I need to explain the risk before I decide anything. Can I call?

Claire sat up and read the message twice. He hadn’t arrived uninvited. He had asked.

She replied: Call. Tell me what she said.

When he called, she heard no greeting beyond her name.

“My attorney is here,” Gabriel said. “I asked whether I could put her on speaker. She can explain the legal risk without discussing details of my case.”

Claire considered the request. “All right.”

A woman’s voice came through the phone, calm and measured.

“Mr. DeLuca, stepping away from your position could expose past criminal conduct. Depending on what is uncovered, you could lose your assets, your influence, and possibly your freedom.”

Claire went still.

Gabriel said nothing.

May you like

His attorney continued.

“You asked what it may cost you. It could cost you everything.”

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