Chapter 10 - The Second Glass Stayed Full
I didn't understand it until I was told to do it again.
Mr. Hale lifted two fingers without looking at me. The same signal as before. Refill and return. I picked up the silver tray from the side table, and Rosa had already set two clean cut-crystal glasses on it. The decanter was heavy. I poured with both hands to keep it steady, watching the line rise.
That was when I saw the difference.
One glass caught the chandelier light and threw it back clean. The other had a faint smudge near the base, a thumbprint baked into the cut pattern from handling. I had carried those same two glasses earlier. I remembered because I'd wiped the rims in the kitchen and thought I'd gotten them perfect. The smudged one was the one I'd set down in front of Mr. Hale's right. The clean one was the one that never made it to the other end of the table.
To Mr. Romano.
My ankle throbbed against the bandage as I straightened. I kept my face still and started the walk. Left foot, then right, light. Don't spill. Don't limp where they could see it.
Mr. Romano watched me come. He didn't lean forward this time. He sat back, his black shirt open at the throat, his hands flat on the dark wood on either side of his unused plate. The white flowers in the centerpiece shook a little every time someone brushed the table. The candles made his beard look darker.
I stopped first at Mr. Hale's side because that was the order. Always the host first. He didn't thank me. He kept talking about delivery schedules across the county like I wasn't there, his gold ring tapping once against his own glass.
"Go on," he said, without a pause.
I moved down the table toward Mr. Romano. And halfway there, I remembered the first time.
Earlier, I had been coming up that same side with the same tray, the same two glasses full. I had been aimed at Mr. Romano. I was sure of it now because I remembered thinking his glass was first after Mr. Hale, and I had slowed my step to turn. Then Mr. Hale had called from behind me, sharp, "Emma, you miss Mr. Romano." No, before that — before that he'd said, "Sideboard. Now." He'd wanted extra napkins because someone had knocked a fork. I'd turned back toward the side table instead of finishing the pour.
That was the miss. Not a refusal. A redirect.
But from where Mr. Romano sat, all he would have seen was me walking past him with two full glasses and not stopping.
I felt heat climb up my neck under the white collar. My cuffs felt too tight at the wrists. I set the clean glass down in front of him now, careful not to let the tray tip.
He looked at the glass, then at me. Just a flick of his eyes to my right ankle, then back up.
"Thank you," he said quietly.
It wasn't testing, like before. It sounded like he meant it. I nodded once. I didn't trust my voice with Mr. Hale two chairs away.
On my way back, I replayed it again to get it straight. First pass: two glasses poured. Hale called for napkins. I turned. Glasses still full when I passed Romano. Second pass: I apologized, he told me to stop, everything narrowed to my shoe and my ankle. The serving never got finished. So the second glass stayed full all night.
Anyone watching would think I'd skipped him on purpose.
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I set the tray down on the side table and adjusted the empty decanter so I would remember. Left side meant host served. Right side meant guest missed then served late. I told myself the order three times in my head like a check number from a diner ticket. Hale first, interrupted, Romano missed, napkins, return, stop.
I wasn't going to say it out loud. Not yet. But I wasn't going to lose it again either. If someone asked later why Mr. Romano went dry half the dinner, I would know exactly where my feet had been and whose voice had turned me around.
