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Chapter 6

The hallway outside the dressing suite was quieter than the ballroom, but not quiet. I could still hear the jazz trio through the closed doors, muffled, and the clink of someone clearing plates. The carpet was thick and red and my shoes sank into it. Mom stood a foot away from the suite door with her arms crossed, not touching it anymore. I stood next to her holding my clutch with both hands. My palms were sweating against the beads.

We had been standing there maybe two minutes. It felt longer. A waiter came down the hall with a tray and looked at us and kept walking.

Then the suite door opened.

Dad came out alone. He was adjusting his bow tie with one hand, tugging it straight. He didn't see us right away because he was looking back over his shoulder into the room, saying something low to whoever was still inside. Then he turned and stopped.

His face did this quick thing where his smile stayed but his eyes changed. He cleared his throat.

"Lily. Hon," he said. "You guys — you moved seats?"

Mom didn't answer right away. She took a slow breath. Her shoulders were tight but her voice came out flat.

"We need to talk about the necklace," she said.

Dad glanced down the hallway. He pulled the door closed behind him until it clicked. He kept one hand on the knob for a second.

"I know how it looks," he said.

"How does it look?" Mom asked.

He looked at me, then back at her. He let go of the door and put his hands in his pockets. His tux jacket pulled a little.

"I used my key," he said. "To the apartment. Last Tuesday, when I dropped off Lily's sweater. The box was on your dresser. I thought — you hadn't worn them in months. I didn't think you'd miss them for one night."

I felt my fingers tighten around my clutch. The beads pressed into my skin.

Mom stared at him. Her mouth was a straight line. She wasn't crying. Her eyes were dry and focused in a way that made me stand stiller.

"Those were my mother's," she said. Her voice was low and even. "You took my mother's pearls from my bedroom without asking and gave them to your girlfriend to wear on stage. Like a prop."

"It wasn't like that," Dad said quickly. "Vanessa didn't have anything that went with the gown. She needed something classic for the photos. I wanted her to feel — included. It was meaningful. I wanted to give her something meaningful."

Mom took a step closer to him. Not big, just half a step. I could see her breathing.

"You don't get to decide what's meaningful with my mother's things," she said. "You don't get to take an heirloom that my mom put around my neck the week before she died and hand it to someone else because it matches a dress."

Dad's jaw moved. He looked down at the carpet, then back up. He tried to smile again, softer this time, like he was trying to calm us down.

"Honey, come on. It's just a necklace," he said. "It's not — it's not gone. She'll give it back. It's still yours."

Just a necklace. He said it so easy, like he was talking about a scarf or a hair tie. I looked at Mom to see if she would cry, but she didn't. Her lips pressed together and her nostrils flared a little. Her hands stayed crossed but I saw her fingers dig into her own arm. It wasn't tears. It was anger, held in tight. Her whole body was holding it.

I felt my throat get hot. I wanted to say something but I didn't know who to defend.

Mom spoke after a pause. Her voice was even quieter now.

"If it's just a necklace, why did you need it at all?" she asked.

Dad didn't have an answer right away. He rubbed the back of his neck. The hallway lights made his forehead shiny.

"I'll talk to her," he said finally. "After the photos. After the presentation's done. I'll ask Vanessa to take them off and you can have them back tonight. Okay? That's fair, right? After the photos."

Mom shook her head once. Slow.

"Timing matters now," she said. "You had her wear them to be honored. In front of Lily. In front of everyone who knows those pearls are mine. You don't get to keep them through the part where it counts and then hand them back when they're done being useful."

Dad looked at me again. Like I would help him.

"Lily, sweetheart," he said. "You see? I'm trying to fix it. A few more pictures and we're done. It's almost over."

I looked from him to Mom. Mom wasn't looking at me. She was looking at Dad. But I felt both of them waiting for me to say something, like my answer would decide it. My clutch felt heavy. The music from the ballroom got louder for a second as someone opened the doors at the far end of the hall, then muffled again when they closed.

I didn't know what to say that wouldn't make one of them mad.

Mom finally turned her head toward me. Her eyes were still dry.

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"Lily?" she said.

And I stood there between them in that red hallway, with Dad's hand still half-reaching toward me and the suite door closed behind him.

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