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Chapter 3

George’s warning stayed in the room after he stopped speaking.

Lucy watched Chloe’s chest rise beneath the hospital blanket. The IV line trembled whenever her daughter shifted. Outside, a cart rattled past, then faded down the corridor.

“Could you give us a few minutes?” Lucy asked George.

His eyes narrowed. “You want me to leave?”

“I want to talk with Chloe.”

“You can talk with her in front of me.”

Chloe’s fingers tightened around the stuffed rabbit. Lucy saw it and waited.

George looked at his daughter, then at Lucy. Whatever answer he’d been about to give seemed to change. “Fine,” he said. “I’ll be right outside.”

When the door clicked shut, Lucy pulled her chair closer to the bed.

“You’re not in trouble,” she said. “You can tell me only what you remember. You don’t have to make it sound neat.”

Chloe stared at the rabbit’s worn ear. “I saved the crackers.”

Lucy kept her face still. “You did?”

“I ate a little at a time. So they wouldn’t run out.” Chloe’s voice thinned. “I put the receipt in my pocket, too.”

“Do you remember where you found it?”

“In the kitchen. Fiona was there.”

The salon receipt pressed against Lucy’s own pocket, folded along its old crease. She didn’t take it out. “What happened?”

Chloe rubbed her thumb over the rabbit’s faded fabric. “Fiona said the house would soon be theirs.”

The words seemed too large for the small, bright hospital room.

“Did she say what she meant?”

Chloe shook her head. “Daddy said not to talk about grown-up things. Fiona said it didn’t matter because soon you wouldn’t be here.”

Lucy felt the mattress dip as she leaned closer, then stopped herself from reaching for Chloe too quickly.

“Did they know you could hear them?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Thank you for telling me.”

Chloe looked up, searching Lucy’s face. “I thought you’d be sad.”

“I am sad that you were frightened. But I’m glad you told me.”

The door opened. George stood in the doorway, his expression already set.

“What is this?” he asked. “She’s been feverish and exhausted. She could have misunderstood.”

Lucy turned toward him. “She told me what she heard.”

“She’s five. She repeats things.”

Chloe curled toward the rabbit, and Lucy saw George notice. He lowered his voice, as though that made the words gentler.

“Lucy, you’ve been gone for months. She’s been scared you wouldn’t come back. You can’t turn every confused thing she says into an accusation.”

Lucy rose from the chair.

“Don’t put this on her.”

“I’m not. I’m trying to keep you from making this worse.” George glanced at Chloe, then back at Lucy. “You chose the assignment. You left us to manage everything here. Maybe she’s upset. Maybe you’re looking for a reason to blame me for how hard this has been.”

There it was: her work, her absence, the old ledger of sacrifices turned into a weapon.

“Chloe did not make herself sick to punish me,” Lucy said. “And she didn’t invent a conversation so I’d come home.”

“I didn’t say that.”

“You said she was confused. You said this was because I left.”

George’s mouth tightened. “I said she’s been frightened.”

“Then you should have helped her feel safe.”

For a moment, his expression lost its polish. Anger flashed through it before he smoothed it away.

The nurse came in to check Chloe’s monitor. George stepped back, and Lucy used the interruption to return to her daughter’s bedside. Chloe had closed her eyes, but her hand remained wrapped around the rabbit.

George stayed long enough to murmur that he would come back in the morning. Lucy didn’t answer. When he finally left, the room seemed to draw a deeper breath.

Chloe slept through the night. By the next afternoon, the doctor was satisfied that she could recover at home with Lucy watching her closely. Dana met them there, carrying a paper bag of clothes and a blanket she’d fetched at Lucy’s request.

“I can take you both,” Dana said. “We’ll stop for anything Chloe needs.”

George arrived just as Lucy was settling Chloe into the car. He held up his hands, playing patience for the nurse watching from the entrance.

“I should come home with you.”

“No,” Lucy said.

His eyes moved to Dana. “You’re bringing my daughter into this?”

“I’m bringing her home,” Lucy said. “She gets to rest. We can speak when she’s well.”

“Your attorney doesn’t need to be in the middle of our family.”

Dana didn’t answer. Lucy opened the back door, and Chloe climbed in with the rabbit pressed to her chest.

George stepped nearer. “You’re making a mistake.”

Lucy looked at the man who had once packed her meals for long shifts and waited up when her work ran late. The familiarity hurt more than his anger.

“Then stop giving me reasons to believe it.”

She closed the door.

The house smelled stale when they returned, with a faint chemical tang from the cleaning products the salon used. Chloe stayed close to Dana while Lucy checked the rooms. The refrigerator still held more empty space than food. She shut it without looking for a reason to feel better.

In the hall, a rectangle of clean paint marked the wall where the security hub had been mounted. Two screws remained, their metal heads bright against the dust.

“Someone took the whole unit,” Dana said.

Lucy checked the cabinet beneath the stairs. The router was still there, its green lights blinking steadily. Behind a jumble of old cables, she found a squat backup drive, disconnected but intact.

Dana glanced toward the living room, where Chloe had settled with her rabbit. “Do you want me to stay with her?”

“Please.”

Lucy carried the drive to the kitchen and connected it to the laptop she kept there. For several seconds, the screen showed only a blank directory. A small status light on the drive remained dark.

Then it blinked once.

A file appeared on the screen.

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May 5. 11:47 p.m.

Lucy stared at the timestamp, her hand frozen on the trackpad. It was the night before she came home.

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