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Chapter 5

We didn’t go back to Margaret’s house because she had told us to. We went because Gwen had something she wanted to find.

At a gas station lot two towns over, she sat in the passenger seat with her old phone in both hands. The screen had a thin crack across one corner. She tapped through its saved messages while I watched the cars move past beyond the windshield.

“I used to keep this one because I thought I’d need the numbers,” she said. “Doctors. The clinic. People I was supposed to call.”

Her thumb stopped.

She turned the phone toward me. The message was addressed to Paige, sent months earlier.

Please tell him I need him to know. I’m sick, and Mom won’t help me get to a specialist. I don’t know how much longer I can keep pretending I’m fine.

A reply appeared beneath it.

I’ll talk to him. I promise.

Gwen’s face stayed still, but her fingers tightened around the phone.

“Did she tell me?” I asked.

“Not then.”

She scrolled. A few weeks later, another message—this one from Paige to me, sent while I was overseas.

Gwen’s doing fine. Mom says she just needs to eat better. Don’t worry about home.

I read it twice. I remembered receiving it. I remembered the relief of setting my phone down and going back to my day, grateful that somebody else had checked.

“I believed her,” I said.

“I know.”

There was no accusation in Gwen’s voice. Somehow that made it harder to hear.

She set the old phone in her lap. “Paige and I used to tell each other everything. Before the house got fixed up. Before she started acting like whatever Mom wanted was the same as what was right.”

She looked through the windshield, toward the road.

“When I sent that message, I thought she’d be the one person who wouldn’t make me beg.”

I wanted to tell her that Paige had betrayed us both, that none of this was Gwen’s fault. But Gwen already knew where the blame belonged. What she was grieving wasn’t only the lie. It was the person she had once trusted to carry her words.

“Do you want to show her?” I asked.

“Yes.” She slipped the phone into her coat pocket. “I want to ask her while she has to look at me.”

I offered to call first. Gwen shook her head.

“No. I’m done asking people to prepare themselves before I tell the truth.”

At Margaret’s house, I parked at the curb instead of pulling into the drive. The renovated front windows reflected a pale afternoon sky. Gwen stayed beside me as we walked up the path, the envelope tucked under her arm and her old phone in her pocket.

I knocked.

Paige opened the door. Her eyes went first to Gwen, then to me, then to the envelope.

“What happened?” she asked.

Gwen lifted the old phone. “You tell me.”

Paige’s mouth opened, but nothing came out.

We stepped into the front room. The new furniture smelled faintly of polish, and the heavy curtains were drawn even though daylight still pressed around their edges. From somewhere deeper in the house came the clink of dishes.

I held out my hand, not for the phone but to ask Gwen whether she wanted me to take it. She kept it.

“Read the messages,” she said.

Paige glanced toward the hallway.

“Paige,” Gwen said. “Look at me.”

Paige did.

Gwen showed her the plea, the promise, and the false reassurance sent to me. She didn’t raise her voice. That quiet felt stronger than shouting.

“You told him I was fine,” Gwen said. “You knew I wasn’t.”

“I knew you were sick,” Paige said. “I didn’t know everything.”

“You knew I needed a specialist.”

Paige’s gaze dropped to the phone. “Mom handled the money.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

“She was the one with the account. She decided what got paid. I couldn’t just—”

“You couldn’t just tell my husband the truth?”

Paige’s cheeks reddened. “It wasn’t that simple.”

“It was one message,” Gwen said. “You promised to send it.”

Paige rubbed her palms against her jeans. “Mom said you were upset. She said she was dealing with it.”

“And you believed her?”

Paige looked at me then, as if searching for an opening in the question. I thought of her message on my phone, how neatly it had tucked my worry away.

“I didn’t want to start a fight,” she said.

“With Mom?” Gwen asked. “Or with the life you were getting from the money?”

Paige flinched. For a moment, the words seemed to have landed. Then she folded her arms.

“I didn’t take your money.”

“No,” Gwen said. “You took my chance to tell him.”

A shape moved in the hallway. Margaret appeared at its entrance, wearing the same gold jewelry she’d worn when I first came home. Her attention fixed on the phone in Gwen’s hand.

“What is this?” she demanded.

“Nothing you need to manage,” Gwen said.

Margaret’s eyes narrowed. “Paige, you don’t have to answer questions while she’s upsetting you.”

Gwen’s shoulders drew back. “She was my sister before she was your witness.”

Paige looked from Margaret to Gwen. Her lips pressed together, and the old, familiar instinct seemed to take hold: wait for their mother to decide what could be said.

Then she turned toward Gwen.

“I’ll explain everything,” Paige said. “But not with Mom here.”

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Margaret went very still.

Paige swallowed. “If you want the truth, she can’t be in the room.”

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