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Chapter 5

Graham left at seven fifteen. I heard his keys hit the bowl by the door, heard the deadbolt turn, heard his truck start in the parking lot below our apartment. I didn't move until the sound faded down Central.

The apartment smelled like coffee he hadn't finished. His mug still warm on the counter. The ring on my left hand felt heavier that morning, like it was pulling. I sat at our little kitchen table with my phone face down and stared at the sliding glass door. Sunday was four days away. That was the deadline he'd given me without raising his voice. Keep it until then.

I told myself I needed to clean up. I didn't.

I flipped my phone over. The screen lit up with a text from Maya from last night — you good? — and a calendar alert for work. I was going to answer Maya. Then I saw the small thing at the top of my screen I hadn't noticed in months. A tiny arrow. Location sharing active.

Graham and I had turned it on two years ago. He'd been driving back from Tampa late after his dad's surgery and wanted me to see where he was. I'd left it on after that. Safety thing, we'd said. For hurricanes. For late nights. I never thought about it after the first week. It just stayed there, a quiet dot.

I opened my maps app and tapped my own contact. There it was. Share My Location: On. Shared with Graham Porter. Indefinitely.

My stomach dropped in a slow, cold way. I tapped his name. The map centered on St. Petersburg, on Central Avenue. I watched the street names load. There was the block where the nightclub sat, that stretch of neon and marble tables. I zoomed in and his phone had me pinned right there, a blue dot hovering over the booth.

He hadn't guessed. He hadn't gotten a tip.

He'd followed the dot.

I went to my messages and scrolled up to yesterday afternoon to see it plain. Maya's text from 4:12 p.m.: Girls night still on? Landon might stop by after, he wanted to debrief that client thing, hope that's ok. My reply at 4:14: yes still on! tell him to come . Then later, to Graham at 6:30: Heading out with the girls! Don't wait up. Love you.

The lie sat right there next to the dot. Both true at once.

Maya hadn't made up a cover story for me. She'd asked. I'd said yes to Landon coming because it was work. It wasn't a date. It wasn't even a secret. But I'd still changed the story when I texted Graham. Girls night sounded cleaner. Simpler. No questions. I told myself it wasn't a big lie. Now reading it, it was exactly the kind of lie that let someone feel justified.

I sat back and the chair scraped. My hand went to my chest the way it had in the booth, fingers finding the necklace. I thought about Graham at the table, his tattooed arm extended, palm up. He hadn't looked surprised when he found me. He'd looked confirmed. Like the dot had given him permission to walk in and make a scene.

I opened the location settings. The toggle was green. Share with Graham. I stared at it. Part of me wanted to leave it on to prove I had nothing to hide. Part of me felt watched in my own kitchen.

I pressed it off.

The phone asked me, Stop sharing location with Graham Porter? I hit Stop Sharing. The arrow at the top of the screen disappeared.

Silence fell heavier after. The apartment felt different, smaller and more mine. I looked down at the ring again. The diamond caught the morning light from the sliding door. It was my grandmother's ring, but Graham had kept the box for it in his closet for a year before he proposed. He'd always called it ours.

I understood two things at the same time and couldn't make one cancel the other. I'd lied about where I was and who would be there. And he'd watched my phone without telling me he was watching. I felt guilty and exposed, both sharp at once. One didn't erase the other.

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I picked up my phone and didn't text Graham. I texted Maya: Can we meet today? Just us.

I left Graham's cold coffee on the counter and didn't pour it out.

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