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Chapter 9: The Story He Posted

Paige kept her phone turned toward me, Ryan’s command still bright on the screen.

Delete our conversation. All of it. Before Emily gets copies.

For a moment, I could hear everything in the café again: the hiss of the espresso machine, a spoon tapping ceramic, Lily shifting in Mara’s arms. The ordinary world had not stopped. It had only moved farther away.

Paige looked as if she wanted me to tell her what to do.

I wasn’t ready to make her feel better.

“Did you delete anything?” I asked.

“No.” Her voice caught. “I was going to. Then I thought about what you said. About trust.”

I didn’t know whether that was courage or fear. Maybe, in the beginning, they felt the same.

“Then show me what’s there,” I said.

Paige unlocked her phone. Her thumb moved through the conversation, past the messages she’d already printed and the picture she’d admitted sending. She stopped at a date from the day before my flight.

“You need to see the whole thing,” she said. “Not just the parts I saved.”

She forwarded the thread to the separate email address I’d made. I watched the new-message notification appear, then opened it myself.

Ryan’s words sat in a row, each one more deliberate than the last.

Find out if she’s really going to Chicago. If she mentions Mara, don’t let on that I know.

Then, later:

Send me the picture if you see them. I need to know what they’re wearing.

Paige had answered, You said you just wanted to talk to her.

His reply came back almost immediately.

I do. I’ll be at arrivals. If Emily asks, say you were worried about her. Say you thought she was spiraling and wanted someone to make sure she was safe. Don’t tell her I asked you to find the flight.

My fingers went cold around the phone.

I looked up at Paige.

“You knew he was going to O’Hare.”

She lowered her eyes. “He said he wouldn’t do anything. He said he only wanted to talk before you got settled in.”

“While he was waiting with a picture of us?”

“I know.” Her mouth twisted. “I know how it sounds.”

“It sounds like you helped him find us.”

“Yes.” She swallowed. “I did.”

Mara shifted Lily higher against her shoulder. Lily’s worn rabbit was tucked beneath one small arm, its frayed ear pressed to her cheek. I wanted to reach for her. Instead, I made myself read the thread again.

Ryan hadn’t simply been worried. He’d arranged the story before he put it in anyone else’s mouth.

Paige had given him the picture. He’d given Paige the words.

My phone buzzed against the table.

A notification from a social media site. Ryan’s name appeared above a post that had been shared dozens of times.

My wife left Texas with our nine-month-old daughter without warning. I don’t know where they are, and she won’t let me speak to Lily. I’m worried about Emily’s state of mind and my daughter’s safety. I just want my family home.

Under it, strangers had begun filling in the spaces he’d left open.

A mother wouldn’t keep a baby from her father without a reason.

He deserves to know where his daughter is.

If she’s doing nothing wrong, why won’t she explain?

My breath shortened. The café seemed suddenly crowded, though nobody had moved. I could feel the old reflex rise in me: Tell them. Explain everything. Make them understand that I was good, that I had tried, that I had not taken Lily from a loving home but left one where the locks had been changed and the money had vanished from reach.

My thumbs hovered over the screen.

Then Lily made a soft, sleepy sound against Mara’s shoulder.

I looked at her tiny hand curled around the rabbit’s ear.

Those people didn’t know her. They didn’t know how she liked the corner of a blanket rubbed against her cheek, or how she laughed at a napkin folded into a ridiculous shape. They knew only the story Ryan had given them—and the space he’d left for them to decide the rest.

I didn’t owe strangers a performance of my motherhood.

“Save the post,” I said.

Paige did. I took my own screenshot, then saved the full message thread beside it. My hands still shook, but they did what I asked.

Mara leaned toward me. “You don’t have to answer him online.”

“I know.”

It was the first time I’d said those words and believed them.

I opened a blank post and typed a few lines: Lily is safe. I left Texas after being locked out of my home and our household account. I’m preserving the messages and will not share my daughter’s location online.

I read it twice. It was true. It was also an invitation for strangers to ask where, when, how much, and why.

I saved it as a draft.

“I’m not posting this,” I said. “Not while he’s using the internet to find us.”

Paige nodded, shame and relief crossing her face together.

My phone rang. The number wasn’t saved.

I let it ring once, then answered.

“Emily Collins?”

“Yes.”

“My name is Daniel Mercer. I represent Ryan Collins. I’m calling about Lily.”

The café noise receded again. Across the table, Paige went rigid.

“What does Ryan want?”

“My client is requesting that you return Lily to Texas by three o’clock tomorrow afternoon.”

The words landed with a clean, hard edge.

“On whose timeline?” I asked.

There was a brief pause. “He’s concerned about his daughter.”

I stared at Ryan’s post, still open on my screen. The strangers had already begun repeating his concern as if it were something they’d witnessed themselves.

“Then he can stop telling people I’m unstable and stop sending them to look for us.”

“I’m not calling to discuss social media,” the attorney said. “I’m calling to communicate his demand.”

“I heard you.”

“Three o’clock tomorrow, Ms. Collins.”

The call ended.

For a moment, I sat without moving. Lily was safe in Mara’s arms. Paige’s messages were saved. Ryan’s post was saved. But his deadline had found its way into my body, ticking beneath my ribs.

May you like

Tomorrow afternoon.

I picked up my phone and stared at the time on the screen, suddenly aware that Ryan had put a clock on us.

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