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Chapter 9

The foyer felt smaller with all of us in it. Jason stood just inside the open door with his hands in his jacket pockets, like he'd been told to wait there. Tyler hadn't moved from his spot by the doorway either, and the black duffel bag was still where it had been since morning, untouched at the base of the staircase.

Eli touched my elbow. Not pulling, just a light pressure.

"Can we have a second?" he said to Jason and Tyler, and then he looked at me. "Side table."

We stepped the three feet to the lamp and the vase. It was the only private space we could get without leaving the room. The daylight from the driveway cut across the hardwood and made the keys on the side table shine.

Eli kept his voice low. I could hear Jason shifting his weight behind us, could hear Tyler breathing.

"What do you want it to sound like?" Eli asked.

My throat was dry. I swallowed.

"That we decide together," I said. "That we check first."

He nodded. His hand was still near mine, not holding, just there.

"Twenty-four hours," he said. "A text. Either of us can say no without it being a fight. Joint property needs joint yes. Is that fair?"

I stared at the vase. The lamp hummed a little, warm against my arm.

"Yes," I said. "Say it like that. Simple."

"We say it together," he said. "Then we offer the other help. We don't just say no and leave him hanging."

I nodded and felt that old pull in my chest, the guilt that had made me promise in the first place. But this time Eli was standing right next to me, waiting for me to answer him first, not Jason.

"Okay," I whispered. "Let's do it."

We turned around together. Jason looked up. Tyler's eyes moved to me.

Eli spoke first, and I let him, then I stepped in where we'd agreed.

"We talked about how we want to handle the spare car going forward," Eli said. His voice was steady, calm the way it had been that morning when he asked if my promise mattered more than his right to use our own car. "It's titled in both our names. Insurance is in both names. We can't lend it without both of us agreeing. We're going to make that a rule. Twenty-four hour heads up by text, and we both have to say yes."

I felt Jason's gaze sharpen.

I took a breath. "That's the rule we're setting for ourselves, from now on," I said. My voice shook a little on the first words. "It's not about not wanting to help you, Jason. It's about us not making decisions about shared property alone. I shouldn't have promised without asking Eli."

Jason's mouth tightened. He pulled one hand out of his pocket and then put it back.

"So you're going back on what you said," he said. His tone wasn't loud. It was flat and disappointed, which was worse. "I already promised him the car for the weekend. You can survive without it for two days - that's what you told me last night, Mara. That's what I'm counting on. My truck's still in the shop. I told my boss I'd be there Monday early."

I felt the heat come up my neck. Tyler shifted against the doorframe but didn't speak. He was watching me.

Eli didn't jump in to save me. He waited.

"We know we let you down by changing the plan," I said. I kept my eyes on Jason because Eli had asked me to hold the front with him. "We want to help differently. We'll drive you to the rental lot on 31 right now, or we'll split the cost of a two-day rental with you. Eli can take you this afternoon. That way you have wheels and we keep our insurance clean."

Eli added, "I've got the number for Enterprise on the highway. They have weekend rates. We can call on speaker right here."

Jason stared at us. Then he let out a short, humorless laugh.

"Split the cost," he repeated. "You want me to pay to rent a car when you have one sitting in the driveway doing nothing. The SUV's right there. I see it every time that door's open."

"The car isn't doing nothing," Eli said evenly. "I need it this weekend for work. Mara and I need it for our house. And if anything happened while you were driving it, we're both liable. Our agent confirmed that today."

Jason looked at me again, past Eli. His eyes softened the way they used to when he wanted me to bend.

"You said I could count on you," he said to me quietly. "Just this once. After everything I did for you before — you remember. You wouldn't have that apartment without my deposit. You wouldn't have gotten to school that semester."

That old debt sat heavy in my stomach. I felt my hands start to twist together the way they did when I wore my cardigan and crossed my arms that morning.

I glanced at Eli. He wasn't pulling me, wasn't speaking for me. He was just there, shoulder to shoulder, his silver wristwatch catching the lamp light.

I turned back to Jason.

"I do remember," I said. "And I'm grateful for that. That's why we want to help with the rental. But I can't give you the car. We decided together, and I need to stick to that."

The foyer went quiet. The lamp buzzed. Outside, a car passed on the street.

Jason looked down at the black duffel bag by the stairs, then back at Tyler, as if Tyler might say something for him. Tyler didn't. He just stood with his hands in his pockets, watching the space between the four of us.

"So that's it," Jason said finally. "Your offer is a ride to spend my own money."

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"It's a real offer," I said. "We'll go now if you want."

Jason didn't answer right away. He didn't say yes. He just stood there with his jaw tight, letting the silence press on me, waiting to see if I'd fold the way I had that morning when I said it's not like that.

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