Chapter 11 - The Tall Windows Turned Black With Cars
When I stepped back onto the floor the dining room felt louder than before. The chandeliers threw warm light over the white tablecloths and the tall windows had gone fully dark, just city lights and my own reflection moving between tables. My manager, Dana, was waiting by the server station with her hands folded. She fell in a half-step behind me when I walked.
She didn't touch me. She didn't have to. Every time I stopped, she stopped.
"Just keep it smooth tonight," she said under her breath near table six. "No long stops. No conversations that read wrong from across the room."
I nodded. My throat was still tight from the back. I picked up the water pitcher with both hands so it wouldn't shake.
The second scene was his table again. I hadn't wanted to look at it, but my eyes went there on their own. The man in the black blazer was still seated, menu folder closed now, one wine glass half-finished. The candle in the glass holder burned low beside it. He watched me cross the room with Dana behind me, and his jaw tightened when he saw the arrangement.
I set down water for the couple at table nine first to delay it. My apron brushed the red leather chair. Behind me a busser passed with a tray and I stepped left before I thought about it. The pitcher sloshed.
Dana saw it. She put a light hand on my elbow to steady me. "Easy," she murmured, smiling for the guests. To them it looked like training. To me it felt like a leash.
When I finally had to go to him, my shoes made no sound on the carpet. He looked up, then glanced pointedly at Dana a few feet away pretending to check the window drapes.
"Harper," he said quietly.
"I'll get you the check when you're ready," I said. It came out too fast. Professional. Practiced.
He didn't pick up the folder. "You've looked at that front door four times since you came out," he said. His voice stayed low enough not to carry. "Not at me. At the entrance. Then the windows. At the parking lot."
My fingers tightened on the pitcher. I hadn't realized I'd done it that many times, but he was right. Every time the host opened the door I checked who walked in. Every time headlights swept across the tall glass I tracked them.
"It's a habit," I said. "Watching for new tables."
He shook his head once. "No. You're checking who might be out there later."
Dana drifted closer. "Everything good here?" she asked with a bright smile that didn't reach her eyes.
"Yes," I said at the same time he said, "We're fine."
The air between us held. His tattooed hand rested on the white cloth near his glass, the gold of his watch catching the candlelight. He didn't reach for me with Dana there. He just held my eyes and let me hear the question underneath.
I moved on before Dana could say more. I refilled glasses I didn't need to refill. I cleared a bread plate with a trembling hand. The dining room pressed in — low talk, clink of stemmed glasses, red chairs scraping softly. Through the windows I could see the lower lot now where the valet lights hit. Cars lined up. A dark SUV sat with its engine running near the exit lane, exhaust fogging in the cold. I told myself it was nothing. A rideshare. A husband waiting. But my stomach dropped anyway.
By the side station near the windows, Jenna was rolling silverware. She was twenty-two and fast and always offered to trade sections. I waited until Dana got pulled to the host stand by a complaint about a check.
I stepped in close and kept my voice even. "Hey," I said. "After close. If I don't want to walk out alone. Could you — do you ever split a ride share from the back lot?"
Jenna looked up. "Yeah, sometimes. You want me to call one with you?"
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I nodded and tried to smile. I didn't explain why. My eyes flicked once more to the windows, to the blue-black glass and the lights below, and I felt his gaze from his table still on the side of my face.
"Just don't want to walk alone tonight," I said.
