Chapter 14 - The Bag by the Front Door
I stood on the second stair from the bottom because Grandma kept her hand on the back of my sweater and would not let me go any lower. My socks were still damp from the basement floor. The foyer light felt too bright after the storage room.
Dad had set his tan duffel bag on the rug by the front door. The glass panels were dark now except for the porch light coming through. I could see his reflection in them when he moved.
Melanie stood by the coat closet with her arms crossed. Her blouse had pulled loose on one side. She kept looking at Dad like she was waiting for him to take it back.
"You are overreacting," she said. Her voice was lower than it had been downstairs. "You walk in late from a trip and she cries and suddenly I'm the villain."
Dad didn't answer right away. He unzipped the duffel all the way. The sound was loud in the quiet house. He had only unpacked his shaving kit and a folded shirt when everything started, and he put those back on the stairs out of the way.
"Go pack an overnight bag," he said.
I felt Grandma's fingers tighten on my sweater.
Melanie laughed once, short. "You're kidding."
"I'm not," Dad said. He kept his eyes on the bag. "You need to leave for tonight."
I watched his hands. They were shaking a little when he smoothed the bottom of the bag flat. He had carried that bag in his right hand when he came through the door. I remembered the way he set it down when he heard me call out. Now he was opening it for her.
Melanie stepped forward. "David, stop. Talk to me in the kitchen. Not in front of them."
"No," Dad said.
That one word stopped her. She looked at me on the stairs, then at Grandma. Grandma didn't move. Her apron was wrinkled where I had grabbed it in the storage room.
"You want to protect her? Fine," Melanie said, and her voice cracked. She was throwing Grandma's own moment back at us, but it sounded wrong up here in the light. "This is my house too."
Dad pulled open the closet and took out her gray coat. He laid it over his arm. "You locked an eight-year-old and her grandmother in a storage room," he said. He didn't raise his voice. "I felt the locked door myself. There's nothing to talk through tonight."
Melanie's face went red. "She lied to me. She went through my things and she lied. I told her to get out of my sight and your mother—" She stopped and pressed her lips together. "I didn't lock it to hurt them. I just needed them to calm down."
Grandma bent a little so her mouth was near my ear. "Stay here, sweetheart," she whispered. Her breath was warm. She didn't let go of me.
Dad went upstairs. I heard his steps in the hallway above us, drawers opening and closing. Melanie stayed by the closet, breathing fast. She looked at the front door, then back at me like she wanted me to say something.
I didn't. I wasn't happy. My stomach hurt and my hands were cold. I just wanted the house to stay quiet.
Dad came back down with a pair of jeans, a sweater, and a small toiletry pouch. He put them carefully into the tan duffel. He didn't stuff them. He folded the sweater once before he set it in. It looked strange to see her clothes inside his trip bag.
Melanie stared at it. "You want me to leave with your duffel? That's ridiculous. Let me get my suitcase."
"You can get that tomorrow," Dad said. "Take this for tonight."
"And go where?" she said louder. "It's almost ten o'clock."
"Your sister's. Or a hotel on Route 9," Dad said. "I'll pay. But you can't stay here tonight."
For a second I thought she was going to push the bag off the rug. Her hands made fists at her sides. Then she grabbed her coat from his arm and put it on hard, jerking the sleeves.
"Fine," she said. "If that's how you want to handle one bad evening."
Dad held the duffel out to her. She didn't take it at first. He set it down by her feet instead and zipped it halfway, leaving the handle up.
She picked it up. The canvas sagged with only a few things inside. She slung it over her shoulder and opened the front door. Cold air came in and moved the curtains by the glass panels.
She looked back once at Dad. "You'll regret doing this in front of Claire."
Dad stepped between her look and me without even thinking about it. Just shifted his weight. "Drive safe," he said.
Melanie walked out onto the porch. Dad stood in the doorway and watched her go down the walk. I heard her car beep and the trunk open and shut. Then the car door. Then the engine.
Grandma pulled me one stair higher, away from the cold. Dad shut the front door and turned both the deadbolt and the handle lock. The clicks were clear.
He leaned his forehead against the glass for just a second. Then he turned around and looked up at us.
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"She's gone for tonight," he said, like he needed me to hear him say it.
I nodded. I didn't feel like I won anything. I just felt tired, and glad Grandma was still holding my sweater.
