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Chapter 5: Enzo's Tell

I watched his smirk die.

It didn't drop all at once. It faded the way heat fades off a bulb, slow, uneven. One corner of his mouth held a second longer than the other, then let go. His eyes didn't change right away. They stayed on me, flat and controlled, while his mouth caught up.

He was close enough that I could hear him breathe.

That was the tell I hadn't noticed before. When he was performing, when he had the tape in his hand and the line ready — Please, that's new — his breathing was even. Measured. He'd rehearsed that. But after he said I want to see how tough Mary River's really is, he inhaled through his nose and held it. Just a beat too long. His shoulders didn't rise. His chest did, under the black shirt. The top button still open, the fabric pulling just a little.

He wanted me to fill the silence.

I didn't.

The warehouse smelled like old wood and dust. The bulb over us ticked faintly as it swung, throwing his shadow and mine across the crates. My rope burned against the side of my ribs where it had been pulled tight. My wrists were numb behind me. I kept my eyes on his, and I didn't answer the way he expected. I didn't beg again. I didn't ask what he wanted. I let the question sit between us.

For three seconds he held his stare. Then his jaw flexed. A small thing on the right side, near his stubble. He swallowed.

"Nothing to say?" he said. His voice was lower now, less amused. "You had plenty earlier."

I kept my mouth closed. My tears had dried in thin tracks down my cheeks and I could feel them tight on my skin. I breathed through my nose, slow, and let him hear it. Let him hear that I was still choosing each breath.

His hand was still near the rope at my shoulder. He hadn't moved it since the last time he'd spoken. Now his fingers twitched. Not a full movement, just a tightening, like he wanted to pull the rope to get a reaction and was stopping himself.

The smirk tried to come back. It didn't land. He pressed his lips together instead and leaned in a half inch. I could see the snake tattoo on the right side of his neck shift as he turned his head slightly.

"You think quiet makes you tough," he said. It wasn't a question. It was quick, clipped. Impatient.

That was the second tell.

Impatient meant the silence was working harder than any plea would have. He'd built this whole thing — the chair, the rope looped the same way every time, the tape peeled at exactly the right moment, the light, the warehouse — to get a specific response. Tears, begging, the Enzo please he'd already gotten once. He knew what to do with begging. He had lines for it.

He didn't have a line for me looking back at him and saying nothing.

I tilted my head just enough to make him think I was about to speak, then didn't. His eyebrows pulled together. A shallow furrow appeared between them and stayed there. His breathing changed again, shorter this time, through his mouth.

He stepped back half a step. It was small, but it meant he needed space to reset. Controlled intense demeanor, that was how he'd looked in the first three seconds of the video, standing beside me with his hand on my chin. Now the control was costing him.

"What, you're gonna stare me down?" he said. He tried to put the amusement back in. "That's your tough? Just not talking?"

I let another second pass. Then I said, very quietly, "No."

He blinked.

"My tough isn't not talking," I said. My voice was hoarse and low from crying. "It's not giving you what you want."

He stared at me, his mouth slightly open. The serious stare he'd been holding cracked at the edge, just a flicker around his eyes. He didn't like that answer because it rewrote the test.

I saw it then, clear as the bulb over us. He wasn't afraid I'd scream. He wasn't afraid I'd cry or fight the rope until my skin broke. He was afraid I wouldn't break at all. That I'd sit in this chair, bound the way he bound me, and not give him the break he needed to prove something to himself. If I didn't break, his whole setup meant nothing. The rope, the tape, the So, where's all that confidence now — all of it would just be theater with no audience.

That fear lived in his breathing. In the way he couldn't hold the silence as long as I could.

He realized I'd seen it. His hand finally moved off the rope and dropped to his side, fingers curling into his palm. He looked away toward the crates for the first time since he'd peeled the tape, like he needed to look at something that wasn't me.

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"Careful, Mary River," he said, and my full name in his mouth sounded different now, less like a taunt and more like he was reminding himself who I was supposed to be.

I didn't look away. I finally had something that wasn't rope holding me up.

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