Chapter 9 - Pickup Line Eyes

I got to the school twenty minutes early and parked where I could see the whole pickup line.
That was not like me. I was usually the mom rolling in at the last minute with my uniform still smelling like coffee, waving sorry to the teacher on duty. But after what he'd shown me on his phone — my own face frozen at the edge of that highway fire — I couldn't sit at the apartment and wait for the bell.
The line of minivans and pickups curled around the front loop. Kids sat on the low brick wall with backpacks too big for them. I kept my engine running and my eyes moving. Parking lot, crosswalk, sidewalk by the side door. Then back to the street.
That's when I saw it across the street in the church parking lot.
A black SUV. Big, clean, windows so dark I couldn't see through. It was parked facing the school, alone in a lot that was empty on a Thursday afternoon. My hands went cold on the wheel.
I'd seen the same shape twice that week. Once idling past the diner after midnight. Once half a block down from our apartment when I took the trash out. I'd told myself I was being paranoid. Tired moms saw threats everywhere.
I grabbed my phone and zoomed in with the camera. No front plate I could read. I told myself churches had meetings, somebody visiting the office. But nobody got out, and nobody went in.
The bell rang and the doors opened. My daughter came out with her class, her pink backpack bouncing, her hair in the braid I'd done that morning before my eyes were fully open. She scanned the line for my car and smiled so big when she saw me that my chest hurt.
I got out fast and met her halfway on the sidewalk.
"Hey, baby," I said, kneeling down. "Big day?"
She nodded and leaned into me. "Mrs. Calloway let me feed the fish."
"Nice." I zipped her jacket even though it wasn't that cold. My eyes cut past her shoulder to the church lot. The SUV hadn't moved. "Listen, we're gonna do something different today, okay? We're gonna walk around the back way to the car."
"Why?"
"Because I parked dumb," I said, and forced a smile. "Come on."
I took her hand and kept my body between her and the street as we moved. I didn't look straight at the SUV. I felt its presence like heat.
We were almost to my car when she said it, light as anything, swinging our hands.
"A man talked to me at recess."
My steps stuttered. "What?"
"He was by the fence. He asked if my mom was the waitress lady." She looked up at me. "I said yes because you wear the black dress with the white. He said you were nice."
I stopped walking. Cars were loading around us, doors slamming, teachers calling names. All that normal noise went far away.
"What did he look like, honey?" I kept my voice even. I was proud of that later. "Do you remember?"
She shrugged. "Sunglasses. He had a gray hat."
"Did he ask your name? Did he try to—"
"No. He just walked away." She frowned. "Are you mad I talked?"
"No, baby. No." I pulled her against my legs and looked over her head straight at that black SUV. A flicker of sun hit the windshield as it eased forward a few feet, then stopped again. Watching. "You didn't do anything wrong. But remember our rule? We don't talk to grown-ups we don't know, even nice ones. Okay?"
"Okay."
I got her into the back seat and buckled her myself, my fingers shaking so bad I missed the clip twice. I threw her backpack in after and locked the doors from my key fob. Then I got in, locked again, and pulled out of the line the wrong way, cutting across to the side street instead of going past the church.
In my mirror the SUV pulled out too, slow, keeping two cars between us.
"Hang on, baby," I whispered.
I turned left on Cedar without signaling, then right into the gas station lot, then straight through and out the other side onto Maple. My heart was pounding in my ears. My daughter was quiet in the back, watching me.
The SUV didn't follow through the lot. It kept going straight on Cedar. I lost it.
I didn't stop shaking. I drove three extra blocks, checked my mirror every five seconds, then pulled into the apartment lot and parked right by the stairs where Mrs. Dominguez could see us from her window.
Inside, I locked the deadbolt and the chain. I got my daughter settled with crayons at the kitchen table, put a cartoon on loud, and stepped into the bathroom with the fan on.
I called him.
He picked up on the first ring. "Emma."
"They were at her school," I said. My voice broke. "A man talked to her at recess. Asked about my uniform. There's a black SUV—"
"Where are you now?"
"Home. But he— she talked to him and I didn't—"
"Listen to me," he said, calm and low. "You did right getting her out. Don't take her back to school tomorrow. Don't go to the diner. I'm coming to you. We'll do the protection plan."
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I stared at my own face in the mirror, my bun coming loose, my eyes wet. I hated needing him. I hated that he was right.
"Hurry," I whispered.