Chapter 5

Ruiz returned with a digital evidence technician and stopped at the foot of my bed.
“He can examine the phone here,” she said. “But only if you consent. We can document what’s recoverable without keeping the device.”
The technician set a small case on the counter. He didn’t touch the phone until I nodded. Even then, he asked me to confirm it was mine, then explained what he hoped to retrieve: the call record and any audio the damaged device had saved.
My throat felt raw. Beyond the room, alarms chirped and carts rattled over the hospital floor. Somewhere in that same building, my daughter was breathing with help, and every minute I spent talking about evidence felt borrowed from her.
“Will it make my statement true?” I asked.
“No,” Ruiz said. “Your statement is yours. The recording may help establish what happened around the call.”
That answer scared me more than a promise would have. I looked at the phone on the bedside table, its split screen catching the hard white light.
“Go ahead,” I said.
The technician connected it to a small device and worked quietly. I tried to watch his hands, but my attention kept wandering to the door, as if a nurse might appear with news about Nora. Thomas sat beside me without touching me. He knew when I needed his hand, and when I needed room to breathe.
At last, the technician turned the screen toward Ruiz.
“There’s a call to Thomas Collins,” he said. “And a short audio file associated with it. The phone’s damaged, so the recording cuts in and out.”
He asked if I wanted to hear it.
I nearly said no. I had heard my own voice in that kitchen; I didn’t need to hear it again.
Then I remembered that I had spent months wishing someone could hear what happened when Lucas thought no one else was listening.
“Play it.”
The recording began with static and a faint scrape. Then my voice came through, thin and strained.
“Dad. I’m bleeding now.”
A pause. My father’s voice, urgent but steady.
“Stay awake, Ava. I’m here.”
Underneath him, distant and tinny, another voice asked for an address. The dispatcher. I could hear the rushed answer, then the recording broke into a crackle and went quiet.
My fingers curled into the blanket.
I had expected to feel exposed. Instead, I felt a strange, aching recognition. The woman in the recording was terrified, but she had spoken. She had reached for help while someone stood between her and the door.
“She sounds scared,” I whispered.
Thomas’s jaw tightened. He didn’t contradict me.
“She also sounds clear,” Ruiz said gently.
I looked at the dark phone. Lucas had thrown it hard enough to split the screen. He hadn’t made my voice disappear.
The technician saved a copy for the investigation after Ruiz explained what would be retained and asked for my permission again. I agreed to the audio, the call record, and nothing else from the device. When they finished, he returned the phone to the bedside table.
A knock came shortly afterward. Miriam Shaw entered carrying a slim folder, her expression composed but her eyes tired. She asked whether I wanted her to stay. I said yes.
She placed the folder on the visitor’s chair rather than on my bed.
“These are copies of the records you sent Thomas,” she said. “The dates are intact. The messages, the photographs, your notes. I’ve arranged them in order.”
I opened the folder. The first page held a date I recognized, followed by a short note in my own handwriting. I remembered writing it in the hospital parking lot after an earlier shift, my hands shaking so badly I could barely hold my phone.
Seeing it on paper made the memory feel both nearer and farther away.
“Does this prove what happened Thursday?” I asked.
“It supports a timeline,” Miriam said. “It shows a pattern you documented before this incident. It doesn’t guarantee how anyone will assess it, and I won’t pretend otherwise.”
Her honesty steadied me more than certainty would have. I turned to Ruiz.
“You can review the call, the records Miriam brought, and the messages Lucas sent me after the assault. I want to decide before anything else is shared.”
Ruiz nodded. “That’s your choice.”
“Not the phone itself?”
“Not unless you decide later.”
I gave permission for the audio and call record, then the dated records and Lucas’s messages. The choices felt small beside the machines keeping Nora close to the world, but they were still mine. For months, I had mistaken silence for the only choice I could make. Now I was choosing what could be heard.
Miriam closed the folder. Before she put it away, she paused.
“There’s one more thing,” she said. “A message Lucas sent someone else.”
May you like
She showed me the screen.
Need a version ready before the hospital releases her.