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Chapter 2

“I want to go in,” Savannah said.

She was looking at the doctor’s instructions on her phone, not at me. One hand rested on the curve of her stomach; the other gripped the edge of the mattress.

“Okay,” I said. “Do you want me to come?”

“I want you there. I don’t want you hovering.”

“I can stay where you can see me.”

She nodded once. We left the bedroom door open behind us.

At the hospital, the waiting room smelled of coffee and disinfectant. A television murmured above the reception desk, bright with a morning show neither of us watched. Savannah gave the staff her name and answered their questions herself. When they asked if she wanted me in the room, she glanced over.

“Stay where I can see you,” she said.

I took the chair near the wall, close enough for her to find me with a look, far enough not to crowd her. When a nurse wrapped a band around Savannah’s stomach to monitor the baby, Savannah watched the screen instead of my face. I kept my hands folded in my lap.

The doctor came in after the monitor had run for a while. She spoke to Savannah first, asking how she felt and whether she had noticed any changes since the assault. Savannah answered quietly but clearly. I listened, careful not to turn her words into something I could claim as mine.

“The baby’s heartbeat looks reassuring right now,” the doctor said at last. “That’s good. But it can’t tell us everything, and it doesn’t erase what happened. We’ll keep monitoring and give you clear instructions about what to watch for.”

Savannah stared at the screen. A quick, uneven pulse rose and fell across it.

“So you can’t promise she’s fine,” she said.

“I can tell you what we’re seeing now,” the doctor replied gently. “And I can tell you we’ll take any change seriously.”

Savannah turned her face toward the small window. Outside, the sky had gone the color of wet concrete.

When the doctor stepped out, Savannah’s shoulders lowered, but only slightly.

“Do you feel better?” I asked.

She looked at me.

“I’m glad we came,” she said. “That’s not the same thing.”

“I know.”

“I need you not to use the heartbeat as proof that it wasn’t as bad as it felt.”

“I won’t.”

She looked back at the monitor. “Good.”

A few hours later, we returned to the apartment with instructions Savannah had saved on her phone and a follow-up appointment she had chosen. I carried nothing for her. At the elevator, I pressed the button and stood beside her without reaching for her hand.

The apartment was quiet when we stepped inside. Bernice’s bedroom door stood open at the far end of the hall. I hadn’t gone in since she left.

Savannah paused near the entrance.

“Are you going to look?”

“I thought I should check what she left. But I can wait.”

She studied my face, then the open doorway.

“Look,” she said. “Don’t throw anything away.”

“I won’t.”

Her permission didn’t make the room feel like mine to enter. I stepped in slowly. A cardigan hung over the chair. A pair of shoes sat beneath the bed, toes pointed toward the door. On the dresser, a hairbrush lay beside a folded scarf and a small tangle of keys.

One of them matched the building key on the ring I used every day.

I didn’t touch it. I went back to the doorway.

“There’s a spare key,” I said. “It’s on her dresser.”

Savannah’s fingers tightened around her phone.

“Could she come back in?”

“I don’t know if that key still works.” I kept my voice level. “I won’t change anything without talking to you. But we can find out what needs to happen.”

“Not tonight.”

“Not tonight.”

She looked down the hall toward the bedroom that was still open. “I want the doors locked. I want to know who has a key before anyone comes near this place.”

“I’ll help with that.”

“Help,” she repeated, as if testing the word for hidden hooks.

I returned to Bernice’s room and left the keys exactly where I’d found them. The cardigan, the shoes, the scent of her perfume still caught in the fabric—all of it made the apartment feel as if she’d only stepped out for an errand.

My phone rang.

Savannah looked up sharply.

“Do you want me to answer?” I asked.

“Yes. Don’t tell them anything about me.”

I answered without putting it on speaker. My cousin’s voice came through, fast and strained.

“Chris, what happened over there? Mom says Savannah attacked her, and then she fell. She says you threw her out without even hearing her side.”

My eyes went to Bernice’s empty chair.

“That isn’t what happened.”

“She said she’s terrified of Savannah. She says Savannah’s been trying to turn you against her for years.”

Anger rose in me, but I kept my voice quiet.

“I’m not going to discuss Savannah’s private life with you. Bernice has told you one version. I was there afterward, and I know what she admitted.”

A pause. Then, softer: “She’s still your mother.”

The sentence settled between us like a weight someone expected me to pick up.

“She is,” I said. “That doesn’t make every story she tells true.”

“I don’t want this to become a family war.”

“Then don’t carry a story about Savannah attacking her as if it’s a fact.”

My cousin exhaled sharply. “I’m trying to help.”

“I understand. I’m ending the call now.”

I hung up before either of us could turn the conversation into a bargain. Across the room, Savannah watched me.

“You told them nothing about the folder?” she asked.

“Nothing.”

“Nothing about the appointment?”

“Nothing.”

She gave a small nod. Not approval, exactly. A mark that I had kept one promise.

My phone buzzed again on the dresser. A voicemail notification appeared beneath a name I couldn’t see from where I stood. I didn’t open it.

Savannah’s gaze fixed on the screen. The notification disappeared, then returned as the phone lit up with a preview: Please call me back. I need to explain—

The voice that followed came from the voicemail speaker, faint but familiar.

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Savannah went still. Her eyes widened—not with surprise, but recognition.

“Don’t answer it yet,” she whispered.

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