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Chapter 8: The Conversation She Controls

Daniel’s question stayed between us.

The branch office carried on around us: keyboards clicking, a phone ringing at the front desk, someone turning pages in a folder. Nothing had changed, and yet I could feel my body preparing for something I hadn’t agreed to.

I looked at the open area beside the meeting table. A few employees were still nearby, sorting through the paperwork from the review. The doorway remained clear. I could leave without asking anyone to move.

Aiden was across the room with one of the managers. He could see us, but he wasn’t watching so intently that I felt pushed to accept or refuse. He had left the choice with me.

“I can hear you for a few minutes,” I said. “Here, where people can see us. I’m not going into a private office, and I’m not agreeing to meet you somewhere else.”

Daniel nodded once.

“Okay.”

“And if you pressure me, ask me to explain myself, or try to turn this into something I have to fix for you, I’m leaving.”

His jaw tightened. For a moment, I thought he might object to the terms. Then he let out a slow breath.

“I understand.”

I wasn’t sure he did. But I had said what I needed to say, and I didn’t owe him a softer version.

I pulled out a chair at the edge of the table, leaving the seat across from me open. I chose it because it faced the room, not because I wanted him close. Daniel sat down after I did, keeping the table between us.

No one stopped working. Still, I could feel the occasional glance drift our way. That awareness made me uneasy, but it also reminded me that I wasn’t alone in a room with him.

Daniel folded his hands on the tabletop.

“I don’t want what happened between us to affect the company.”

I held his gaze.

“What does that mean?”

He looked down at his fingers.

“I mean, we both work here. You have your assignment. I have mine. People shouldn’t have to get involved in personal matters.”

“I came here to do my assignment,” I said. “I have kept my personal life out of the work. You’re the one who approached me after the review.”

“I know. I’m not saying you did anything wrong.”

“Then what are you asking me to do?”

He paused. The answer seemed to take longer than the question.

“I don’t want there to be problems.”

I felt the old urge to help him finish his thought, to take the vague pieces he offered and arrange them into something reasonable. I used to believe that if I found the right words for him, we could avoid an argument.

I didn’t do it now.

“Problems for whom?” I asked.

His eyes lifted to mine.

“For either of us.”

“That still doesn’t tell me what you expect.”

He glanced toward the desks. The office noise filled the pause.

“I just want the past kept separate from the company.”

The sentence sounded orderly. Almost sensible. But it could mean many things, and I had learned not to agree to an unclear request just because it was delivered calmly.

“I’ll keep private details private,” I said. “I’m not going to discuss our marriage with coworkers. But I won’t lie about my own experience if it becomes relevant, and I won’t take responsibility for protecting your reputation.”

His face changed slightly.

“I’m not asking you to lie.”

“You asked me to keep the past separate. I need to be clear about what I can and can’t promise.”

“I said I don’t want people talking.”

“I’m not going to invite gossip. That’s not the same as promising silence no matter what.”

Daniel looked away, toward the meeting table where the corrected summary lay. My summary. The work I had completed without guessing at the one question we couldn’t verify.

For a second, I was back in the life I had left, trying to read the small changes in his expression before they turned into something I would have to manage. Then I noticed the folder beneath my hand and the open space around us. I was not there to manage his feelings. I was at work, and I had set the terms of this conversation myself.

“I’m not asking you to take my side,” he said.

“Good. I’m not taking sides. I’m telling you my boundary.”

He shifted in his chair.

“I wanted to say—”

A worker approached from the desks, holding a printed page. She stopped a few feet away, her eyes flicking between us.

“Sorry to interrupt. Hira, I have a question about the follow-up summary. The manager needs to know which version the team should use.”

I glanced at the page. It was an earlier copy, before I had replaced the outdated section and sent the corrected summary.

“Use the corrected version I sent after the review,” I said. “The earlier one still has the old follow-up steps. If you haven’t received the updated file, ask the manager to forward it rather than copying from this page.”

The worker nodded, relieved to have a direct answer.

“Got it. I’ll tell him.”

She started to turn away, then hesitated.

“Sorry. It’s urgent, but it can wait until after you finish.”

“You’re fine,” I told her. “The corrected version is the one to use.”

She returned to her desk. The brief interruption had shifted the room around us again: the work remained real, and it still needed my attention. I wasn’t going to pretend the conversation with Daniel was more important than the responsibility I had accepted.

I looked at him.

“I need to get back to the assignment.”

He leaned forward slightly, then seemed to catch himself and stayed in his chair.

“I know. I only need another minute.”

“That’s what you said before you started.”

“I know.” His voice dropped. “I’m trying to explain.”

“Then say what you came to say. But I’m not promising to agree with you, comfort you, or keep anything secret.”

He stared at me for a moment. There was something on his face I couldn’t name—not anger exactly, and not an apology. Maybe he hadn’t expected me to make the rules so plainly. Maybe he had expected the old version of me, the one who filled silence and softened every hard edge.

I had no way to know, and I didn’t need to guess.

“I was going to say that—”

The worker glanced over again, still holding a clipboard. She looked as if she had another question, but she stayed at her desk. The manager near Aiden called someone’s name, and papers began moving across the table.

I stood. The conversation had reached the limit I had set, and my work was waiting.

Daniel rose too, but didn’t step into my path. His hands remained at his sides.

“The question can wait,” he said. “I just need to finish this.”

“That isn’t my responsibility.”

“I know,” he said quickly. “I’m not asking you to fix anything.”

I picked up my folder.

May you like

He looked at me, his voice almost lost beneath the office noise.

“Please don’t leave yet.”

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