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Chapter 1: The Request

The words landed between us, small and terrible.

For a moment, I heard nothing but the fluorescent lights buzzing overhead. Then the station came back into focus: a printer coughing behind the front desk, a radio murmuring at Officer Bennett’s shoulder, Meredith’s tissue crumpling in her fist.

I kept hold of Dad’s hand. His fingers were cold.

“What do you mean, Dad?” I asked softly.

He looked toward Meredith. His mouth opened, then closed.

She leaned forward before he could try again. “This is what I’ve been telling them. He’s afraid of everything now. He thinks people are after him.”

Dad flinched at her voice.

The movement was slight. Meredith saw it, too. Her eyes dropped to his hand in mine, and the grief on her face tightened into something less convincing.

“Walter,” she said, gentler now, “you know we’re trying to help.”

He pulled his hand away—not from me, but as if the room itself had become too crowded. His gaze went to the floor again.

A familiar pressure gathered beneath my ribs. In the Bureau, I had learned not to fill silence just because someone else found it uncomfortable. Silence could be a place where the truth gathered strength. But this was my father, and I was no longer sure I could wait without reaching for him.

Officer Bennett came around the desk, stopping a few feet from us.

“Sir, can you tell me what happened tonight?”

Dad rubbed his thumb against his palm. The bruised wrist disappeared beneath his sleeve.

“I want to go with my daughter.”

“That’s not an answer,” Meredith snapped.

Bennett turned toward her. “Ma’am, I’m asking him.”

She pressed the tissue to her cheek. No tears came. “He’s been getting worse. He lashes out, then forgets. If he goes with her, she won’t understand what she’s dealing with.”

I watched Dad’s shoulders draw inward. He had spent most of my life making himself the calmest person in any room. When I was a child, he could quiet an argument by setting a cup of coffee on the table and asking everyone to sit. Now he looked like a man bracing for a blow that might never come—or might come the moment nobody was watching.

“Dad,” I said, “you don’t have to explain everything right now. I just need to know what you want.”

Meredith made a sharp sound. “He doesn’t know what he wants.”

His head lifted.

For the first time since I’d arrived, I saw anger in his face. Not confusion. Not the vacant uncertainty Meredith had described. Anger, thin and exhausted, but unmistakably his.

“I know what I want.”

The room stilled.

Meredith’s expression softened at once, as though she had been waiting for him to speak so she could demonstrate what was wrong with him. “You hear how he sounds? He’s been like this all night.”

Bennett glanced at me. I could see the question in his eyes: Was I going to challenge her, or let this become a shouting match?

I took a breath.

“Let him finish.”

Meredith’s lips parted. “Rebecca—”

“He’s speaking for himself.”

The sentence came out quieter than I intended. That made it harder to ignore.

Bennett asked Dad if he felt safe leaving the station with me. Dad nodded once, then looked back at Meredith, as if even that simple answer might cost him something.

She stood abruptly. The chair legs scraped across the tile.

“Walter, this is exactly the problem. You can’t make decisions when you’re upset.”

“I’m not upset,” he said.

“You’re trembling.”

“I’m cold.”

“You’re confused.”

“I’m not.”

Every denial seemed to make her more certain. She turned to Bennett, her voice climbing again, the performance returning with practiced ease.

“You can’t just let him walk out with anyone. He needs to be evaluated. He’s a danger to himself, and I don’t know what he might do if he gets angry again.”

Bennett raised one hand. “Let’s slow down.”

“I am trying to protect him.”

“You’re trying to make me sound crazy,” Dad said.

The words were barely above a whisper. But Meredith went still.

For half a second, the mask slipped. I saw something hard and watchful beneath the wounded expression. Then she looked at Bennett and shook her head.

“See? This is what I’m dealing with.”

I wanted to ask her what had happened at the house. I wanted to demand an explanation for the bruises, for Dad’s shaking hands, for the fear that had not left his face since I walked in. But he was right there, shrinking beneath every raised voice. Whatever had happened, this room was not the place to make him relive it in front of her.

So I faced him instead.

“Dad, look at me.”

His eyes found mine.

“You can come with me. You can also tell Officer Bennett what you want. Nobody needs you to decide anything beyond tonight.”

I watched him consider that. His breath came shallowly, then steadied. The hand I had been holding opened on his knee, fingers uncurling one by one.

“I don’t want to go back,” he said.

Meredith let out a brittle laugh. “He’s frightened. That doesn’t mean he understands what he’s saying.”

Dad’s gaze stayed on me. I had seen him tired, grieving, furious. I had never seen him look at me as though asking whether I would believe him if the whole room didn’t.

I squeezed his hand once.

“I hear you.”

The muscles in his jaw trembled. He leaned closer, close enough that I could smell the wool of his sweater and the sharp trace of station coffee on my own breath.

“Rebecca,” he whispered, “please. Don’t take me back there.”

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Across from us, Meredith straightened, wiping her dry cheek.

“His fear is proof,” she told Officer Bennett. “He can’t be trusted to know what’s best for himself.”

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