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Chapter 7: More Than One File

For a moment, Daniel and I stood on opposite sides of the kitchen, with June sleeping between us.

The phone kept recording.

I reached over and stopped it. The little red timer vanished, but nothing in the room felt finished.

“Give me your keys,” I said.

Daniel stared at me.

“I’m not leaving with her.”

“You’re not taking her anywhere.”

“I know.”

“Do you?” My voice cracked on the last word. “Because you already decided once that what you wanted mattered more than what her mother said.”

His face tightened. He set his keys on the counter and stepped back.

Outside, the car’s engine idled beneath the dark window. I called Mrs. Alvarez. When she heard my voice, she didn’t ask me to explain. She came through the back door, took June’s carrier, and said she’d keep both children with her.

Daniel reached toward the carrier.

Mrs. Alvarez shifted it out of his reach.

“Not now, Daniel.”

He let his hand fall.

A few minutes later, my phone buzzed with an unknown number.

“Is this Mara?” a woman whispered.

“Yes.”

“It’s Hannah. I found your number on the placement sheet. I’m calling from a store phone. I can’t stay on long.”

The noise behind her was a distant murmur of voices and a bell over a door.

“What happened?”

“I found the box I hid before the hospital. There are copies in it. More than mine.”

I looked toward the front window. The car remained at the curb.

“Where are you?”

“Near the clinic. Don’t come straight here. If that car is still outside your house, someone may be watching you.”

“I’ll meet you at the storage place.”

A pause.

“You shouldn’t do this for me.”

“I’m not doing it for you,” I said. “I’m doing it because there may be other babies.”

The silence that followed held something new—not trust, exactly, but recognition.

“Then come,” Hannah said. “And bring nothing with your name on it.”

She hung up.

I looked at Daniel. He stood beside the counter, his hands empty.

“Mrs. Alvarez has June and Leo,” I said. “You’re staying here.”

He nodded once.

“I’m sorry.”

I didn’t answer. An apology could be true and still arrive too late to change what had happened.

At the storage facility, Hannah was waiting between two rows of metal doors, her coat zipped to her chin. She looked smaller than she had at the clinic, but her eyes were alert, tracking the entrance and every passing car.

She held a key in one hand.

“You came,” she said.

“I said I would.”

“I know. I’m still surprised.”

She unlocked a narrow unit and rolled up the door. Dust and the cold smell of cardboard breathed out at us. A plastic tub sat behind a folding chair and two flattened boxes.

Hannah knelt and pulled the tub forward.

“I put it here before I went to the hospital,” she said. “I didn’t know if I’d need it. I just knew Graham kept telling me not to worry about what he was writing down.”

She lifted the lid. Inside lay folded papers, a small notebook, and a thin stack of printed pages held together with a rubber band.

Hannah picked up the notebook, then set it down again.

“He knew things about me I never gave him permission to tell anyone.”

I waited.

“The details of my medical history. Things I hadn’t even told my family.” Her mouth tightened. “When I wouldn’t sign, he said he could make sure the people I loved found out. He made it sound like I’d brought the shame on myself by changing my mind.”

She rubbed her thumb along the edge of the storage tub.

“I’m not telling you that because I want pity. I want you to understand why I was scared—and why I still didn’t agree.”

“I understand.”

“No,” she said, not cruelly. “You’re beginning to.”

She took one of the printed pages from the stack. It was a photograph of a handwritten table, enlarged until the ink looked grainy. Several columns ran down the page: dates, initials, infant identifiers, and a final column marked “placement.”

“I photographed this at Graham’s office,” she said. “He left it on a desk while he went to take a call. I only got one page. I didn’t know what the numbers meant then.”

My stomach tightened as I leaned closer.

Three rows. Three sets of infant numbers. In each row, the identifier under “placement” differed from the one under “hospital.” One row had a small note beside it: “correct before release.”

The numbers weren’t blurred. They weren’t smudged. They had been written down deliberately.

“This looks like June’s paperwork,” I said.

“That’s why I kept it.”

“Are there other pages?”

“No. But I made a copy of this one and put it here. Graham has the original, or he did the last time I saw it.”

The air seemed to thin around us. June’s bracelet number had frightened me because it didn’t match the papers Daniel brought home. Now the mismatch had company. It sat in a row beside other mismatches, neat as entries in a grocery list.

Hannah pulled another sheet from the tub. A name had been written beside the third placement: Calder. Under it was a time and a note: 6:10 a.m.—out of region.

“What does that mean?” I asked.

“I don’t know.” Hannah pointed to a date beneath the note. “Tomorrow.”

I looked at the time again. Six-ten in the morning.

Tomorrow was only hours away.

“Is that a baby?” I asked.

“I think so.” Her voice went quiet. “I don’t know who the family is. I don’t know where the baby is. I only know Graham wouldn’t write a departure time for nothing.”

I pictured a family somewhere, holding papers they believed. A child sleeping beneath a blanket. A mother who might not know the same numbers had been altered around her.

Hannah folded her arms against the cold.

“I won’t let him make me disappear again,” she said. “But I’m not going to pretend I can fix this alone.”

For the first time, she wasn’t standing opposite me as the woman whose child I had carried home. She was standing beside me, afraid and furious, choosing what to do with the little she had managed to save.

I took out my phone and photographed the page.

Hannah watched me.

“Don’t make this only about June.”

“I won’t.”

“Say it like you mean it.”

I met her eyes. “If another baby is in danger, we find out who that baby is. We don’t stop because June is the one I know.”

Hannah nodded, once.

Then she turned the page over.

May you like

A second line, written in the same narrow hand, had been hidden beneath the fold.

Calder infant—departure confirmed. 6:10 a.m.

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