Chapter 12 - Empty Chairs
The call came on a Tuesday night while I sat at my kitchen counter in my apartment, the turkey leftovers long gone and a stack of title office letters beside my laptop. Mom's name lit up my phone and for a second I let it ring because I could already hear the careful tone she would use.
I answered and she didn't waste time. She said they'd talked about Christmas and they'd decided not to do the joint dinner this year. No big table. She said it would be too hard with everything going on, and she didn't want anyone to feel they had to take sides. Her voice stayed light, the way she got when she was trying to keep something from cracking.
I asked if that meant separate visits. She paused. She said your father and I think that's best for now. Just small. Just quiet. I looked at the empty chair across from me where I'd left my bag and nodded even though she couldn't see me. I said I understood. We hung up before either of us said anything real about Thanksgiving.
After, I sat there with the phone face-down. It wasn't a fight, which somehow made it worse. No one had yelled. They had just removed the table rather than decide who should sit at it.
Later that night the message from my sister came in. I was washing the white mug from the video, the one I'd carried through that whole dinner, when the phone buzzed against the counter.
It was long. She said I had ruined her. That the brokerage had suspended her pending the investigation and the buyers were threatening to sue her for their costs. She said Mom was crying every night and Dad wouldn't look at her, and it was my fault for making a paperwork mistake into a crime. She wrote, you always have to be the victim, and then, I hope keeping that condo is worth losing your family.
I read it twice. My hands were still wet. I set the mug down too hard and water ran over the rim onto my wrist. I didn't answer right away. I left the words on the screen until they stopped shaking.
I texted back one line. I said I didn't forge your signature. She didn't reply.
The next afternoon my father called from his car. I could hear traffic behind him and his blinker clicking. He said he only had a minute between appointments. He asked about the apartment, about work, the kind of small questions he'd leaned on since Thanksgiving to avoid the big one.
Then he went quiet. The blinker stopped. I heard him pull over, I think, because the road noise dropped.
He said, she shouldn't have signed your name. His voice was low. He said he'd told her that. He said he'd seen the listing agreement when the investigator sent it over and there was no way to explain the signature as a misunderstanding.
I stood by my living room window holding the phone tight. Outside, the parking lot was half empty, gray sky pressing down on the cars. I asked if he'd told Mom that. He sighed. He said your mother wants peace more than she wants to be right. He said I wasn't built that way, but I was tired.
It was the closest he'd come to taking a side. It wasn't defense, exactly. He didn't say he'd stand with me at Christmas or tell my sister to own it to my face. But he said the words out loud: she was wrong. For months I'd watched him eat through that dinner and every dinner since, chewing while we circled each other. Hearing him stop chewing and say it felt like a shift in weight.
I thanked him. I said I wasn't trying to ruin her, I just couldn't let the sale go through. He said I know. Then he said to give him time with your mother. I said okay.
That evening I pulled my old Christmas decorations from the hall closet — a small tree, a string of lights that only half worked. I set them on the couch and didn't put them up. I thought about our dining room with the chandelier and the tan tablecloth, all of us squeezed in, my sister raising her wineglass. I missed that picture even knowing what was underneath it now.
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I texted Mom that I would come by for a short visit the weekend before Christmas, just us, no gifts needed. She sent back a heart. My sister never wrote again.
I left the empty chairs alone. I wasn't going to fill them by pretending.
