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Chapter 5: The Door He Closed Behind Me

His office was at the end of the hall, past the girls' rooms, and I'd never been called into it before.

The door was heavy, dark wood, and he left it open just enough for me to see him standing by the window with his back to me. He didn't turn right away. His suit jacket was off, draped over the leather chair, his black shirt pulled tight across his shoulders. I could see the edge of the 218 on the side of his throat even from behind.

"You can come in, Grace," he said.

I stepped in and he closed the door behind me. The click was soft but it made my stomach drop. The room smelled like coffee and old paper. One wall was all bookshelves, another was glass that looked out over the driveway. His desk was wide and almost empty except for a closed laptop and a single manila folder.

I stayed near the door. He noticed.

"You don't have to stand there," he said.

I moved a half-step forward and kept my hands clasped. There was still flour under my nails from the morning.

He sat on the edge of the desk instead of behind it, like he didn't want the desk between us. He looked at me for a long time before he spoke, his hands braced on his knees.

"I had you checked," he said. "Before I hired you. And again last night."

My breath caught but I didn't answer.

"Grace Adams, twenty-nine, no family here, worked two houses in the county before this one. No debt. No record. You came with good references." He said it flat, not unkind, just reciting. "I tell you that because I need you to understand I'm not casual about who I let near my girls."

I nodded. "I understand."

"Do you?" His eyes stayed on mine. "Because this morning they sang. After fourteen months of nothing. And my first thought wasn't relief. My first thought was someone told them to."

The words landed hard. I felt heat rise up my neck.

"You think I coached them," I said. It wasn't a question.

"I think I have to ask," he said. "Did you?"

"No." My voice was quiet but steady. "I didn't. I was teaching them to fold the dough. They just started. I didn't even realize what they were singing until they were already doing it."

He watched my face while I spoke, looking for the flinch. I let him look.

After a second he exhaled and rubbed the back of his neck. "I asked their therapist if a sudden return like that was normal. She said sometimes a child will speak when they finally feel safe enough. Or when they're scared enough."

That second part hung in the air.

He opened the folder on his desk and slid it toward me. Inside was a printed background check, my name at the top, my old address. I didn't touch it.

"I need to know exactly what she said to you," he said. "The oldest one. In the kitchen."

This was the moment I'd rehearsed in the hallway. I chose my words carefully.

"She whispered to me," I said. "She said he is still here. Inside the house."

I left out the second half. I watched him to see if he'd fill it in himself.

He frowned. "Inside this house. Did she mean this building? Or the property? The staff quarters?"

"I don't know," I said. "I asked her what she meant and she wouldn't say more. She looked scared to have said that much." I kept my hands still. "When you say staff, who does that include? Who lives here, who comes and goes?"

He tilted his head, studying the shift. "You think it's one of them."

"I'm asking what 'inside' could cover," I said. "Is it just us and the girls? Or is it the housekeeper who comes twice a week, the gardener, your brother when he visits? I need to know who counts."

He was quiet for a beat, then he stood and walked to the window. His reflection was in the glass, tight jaw, eyes down.

"I didn't tell the staff the girls were mute," he said finally. "Not in those words. I told the agency they were quiet, that they needed patience. Only their doctor, their therapist, and one detective knew they hadn't spoken a word since their mother disappeared. I did that on purpose."

I felt a chill.

"So if someone in this house knew to ask them why they weren't talking," he went on, "or knew that today was the first day they did... that person wasn't supposed to know."

He turned back to me. "Which means either one of my daughters told someone, or someone was listening close enough to figure it out on their own."

I thought about the kitchen, how sound carried from the island down the hall. How someone could stand just out of sight and hear everything.

"You think the leak came from inside," I said softly.

"I know it did," he said.

The room felt smaller. He came back to the desk and closed the folder.

"I need your help, Grace. I can't watch them every hour and I can't ask them again without scaring them back into silence. But you’re with them. In the kitchen, at bath time, when they think no one's paying attention."

He looked at me hard.

"If you hear anything else, if you see anyone paying too much attention to them, you come to me. Only me. Don't talk to the other staff. Don't let the girls know you're watching. Can you do that?"

It wasn't really a request. It was a job inside the job, with no clear lines.

I swallowed. "And if they tell me something that you should know, but they made me promise not to tell?"

His expression didn't change, but his hands tightened on the edge of the desk.

"Then you tell me anyway," he said. "Even if it breaks the promise."

I held his gaze. I thought of the oldest girl's hand on my sleeve that morning, the way she'd whispered like it cost her something.

"I'll watch," I said. "And I'll tell you if I hear anything that puts them at risk. But I won't trick them into talking. If they tell me something in confidence, I'll try to bring them with me when I tell you."

It was the only line I could live with. He stared at me for a long three seconds, then gave a single short nod.

"Alright," he said. "We have an agreement then."

He didn't offer his hand. He didn't need to. The door was still closed, and I understood I wasn't supposed to talk about this outside it. As he reached to open it for me, he paused.

"Grace," he said, quieter now. "What did you leave out of what she told you?"

My blood went cold.

I kept my face as still as I could. "I told you what she said."

He held my eyes a second longer, and I knew he didn't believe me. But he opened the door anyway.

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"Go check on them," he said.

I walked out into the hall with the sound of that folder closing behind me, and I knew we had made a pact that neither of us trusted at all.

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