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Chapter 1: The Tear Reflected in the Passenger Window

The party had ended for Abigail, but nothing about her looked finished. She sat beside me with her face turned toward the glass, her shoulders folded inward, one hand lying open on her lap as if she had forgotten what it was for. The loose hair clip at the back of her head caught in the passing streetlights, lifting and dropping with every small movement of the car. A tear crossed her cheek and disappeared near her jaw. She did not wipe it away.

My name is Megan, and I was driving my daughter home at dusk.

The road moved in broken reflections across the passenger window. Storefronts, headlights, bare branches, then darkness again. In the glass, Abigail's face appeared and vanished over the same few inches, pale beneath the shifting light. I watched the reflection instead of looking directly at her. Directly, she seemed closed off. In the window, I could see the details she was trying not to show me: the fixed eyes, the parted lips that never formed a word, the clip hanging crookedly where she had fastened it before leaving.

I kept both hands on the wheel until the next turn. Then I glanced at her lap. Her fingers were still. Not clenched, not fidgeting, not searching through her phone or the pockets of her clothes. Stillness had its own weight. It made the quiet inside the car feel deliberate.

“How was the party, baby?”

She did not turn. The question remained between us while the tires passed over a seam in the pavement. Her shoulder moved once, barely enough to call it a shrug, and then settled again.

I lifted my right hand from the wheel. I wanted to touch her shoulder, to make sure she was there with me and not only sitting inside the shape of herself. My hand crossed the space between us and stopped before it reached her. The hesitation felt visible, though she kept her face toward the window.

Abigail's reflection caught mine. For one second, our eyes met in the glass. Hers were glassy and lowered. Mine must have looked frightened. She turned farther away.

I lowered my hand to the console.

“Please.”

It was the only word I could give her without asking her to carry my fear too. She made no answer. Her loose clip slipped another fraction, pulling a small section of hair down along her neck. I noticed a faint crease in one sleeve and a dark mark on the edge of her phone case, but I did not know whether either meant anything. I refused to build a story from scraps just because silence made room for one.

The dashboard clock glowed beside the dark screen of the car radio. We were still moving through the evening traffic, still heading away from wherever she had been, but I had not yet decided where home was. The question sat behind my teeth. I could ask again. I could pull over. I could keep driving until she chose something for me.

Then her phone vibrated against her thigh.

May you like

Abigail's hand closed over it before the second buzz. The light from the screen touched her face, and she looked down at the name or number I could not see. Her expression changed—not into panic, not into relief, but into recognition.

Ahead, the traffic signal turned red. My foot eased toward the brake as the phone vibrated again in her hand, and Abigail finally turned the screen away from me.

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