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Chapter 7

I left the project office with the contract under my arm and the duplicate certifications in my coat pocket. Victor had shut me out of the archive, but the signatures were still there, and so was the look on his face when I held them up.

My phone buzzed before I reached the elevator.

Mara’s message was brief: Willa asked if the man with gray eyes knew Claire. You can come by. Come alone.

The address led to a rented apartment in a brick building several blocks from the hotel. Mara opened the door with the chain still fastened. She looked past me into the hall before letting me in.

“Is anyone following you?”

“I don’t know,” I said. “I didn’t see anyone.”

“That isn’t the same as no.”

“No,” I agreed. “It isn’t.”

Her eyes searched my face, measuring whether I understood what she’d just let me into. Then she unfastened the chain.

Willa sat cross-legged on a rug in the living room, her pink sweater bright against the muted room. Button rested in her lap, one floppy ear stretched between her fingers. She looked up at me, solemn as a judge.

“You came,” she said.

“You asked about me,” I replied. “I thought I should answer if I could.”

Mara stayed by the door. “She asked whether you knew Claire. I said that was something you should answer yourself.”

Willa’s fingers tightened around Button’s ear.

“Did you know my Claire?”

The question landed more gently than it should have. Maybe because Willa was so small. Maybe because she said my Claire with the easy certainty of a child who had never needed to explain who belonged to her.

“Yes,” I said. “I knew her a long time ago. She was someone I loved.”

“Did she know you had gray eyes?”

A laugh almost escaped me, but caught somewhere behind my ribs.

“Yes. She knew.”

Willa considered this. Then she looked down at Button.

“Mommy says Claire gave me Button before Mommy became my mommy.”

Mara lowered herself onto the arm of the couch, keeping a little distance between us. “That’s right.”

Willa turned the rabbit over. Its brown fabric had faded almost to gray along the belly, and one button eye was clouded with age. She pressed a thumb against a seam near its side.

“Claire said he was brave,” she told me. “But he’s just a bunny.”

“Maybe she thought you’d be brave together,” I said.

Willa studied me, as though deciding whether that was a good enough answer. Then she held Button out.

“Can you fix his tummy? It scratches.”

I reached for the rabbit, but stopped before taking it. Mara gave the smallest nod.

The seam wasn’t coming apart. The rough thread was tucked into a neat row of stitches, dark blue against the old brown cloth. It had been sewn shut deliberately.

“Someone worked on this,” I said.

Mara went still. “What do you mean?”

I turned the rabbit so she could see. Her expression changed, but she didn’t reach for it.

Willa stood. “It’s okay. You can look. Claire said Button keeps things safe.”

The room seemed to narrow around those words.

Mara’s gaze snapped to her daughter. “When did she tell you that?”

“I don’t know.” Willa shrugged. “When I was little.”

“Willa, would you take your coloring book to the kitchen for a minute?” Mara asked. “I’ll come help you in a second.”

Willa frowned at the rabbit in my hands. “Don’t hurt him.”

“I won’t,” I promised.

She walked away, looking back once before disappearing around the corner. I could hear the scrape of a chair as she climbed up to the table.

Mara came closer. Her voice dropped.

“Open it.”

I found the tightest stitch and eased it loose with my thumbnail. Beneath the stuffing lay a folded envelope wrapped in faded blue thread—and a small recorder no longer than my palm.

For a moment, neither of us moved.

Then Mara touched the envelope with two fingers, as if it might burn her.

“Claire hid this,” she whispered.

I unwrapped the thread carefully. The envelope bore my name in Claire’s handwriting. The sight of it pulled the air from my lungs. I had kept her old notes, her birthday cards, the last messages she’d sent before Victor’s office swallowed them. I’d thought there would never be another.

Mara watched me. “Do you want to read the letter first?”

I couldn’t get my voice to work. I shook my head and picked up the recorder.

Its casing was scratched. A tiny switch clicked under my thumb. The device crackled, then gave a soft mechanical hum.

A breath came through the speaker.

Then Claire’s voice filled the room.

“Preston. If Mara has let you hear this, then she believes you’re ready to know.”

My hand clenched around the recorder. Mara pressed her knuckles to her mouth.

“I wanted to tell you myself. I tried. Victor intercepted my calls and messages. He told me you knew about the pregnancy and wanted nothing to do with me. He said you’d chosen your company over us.”

A tremor ran through me. I looked at the envelope with my name on it, but couldn’t bring myself to open it.

Claire continued, her voice thin with strain, yet unmistakable.

“None of that was true. I loved you, and I didn’t want to raise our child without you. If you’re hearing this, Victor has done what he threatened. After I died, he falsified Willa’s birth record. He made it look as if our daughter had never lived.”

My knees weakened. I caught the edge of the table.

From the kitchen, Willa sang to herself, a scrap of tune drifting into the silence.

Claire’s breath caught on the recording.

“Preston, Willa is yours. She’s your daughter.”

The words didn’t arrive like a door opening. They arrived like one slamming shut behind me: every imagined future suddenly separated from the years I’d already lost. My daughter was ten steps away, coloring at a kitchen table, while I stood in a stranger’s living room listening to the mother I had grieved tell me I had been a father all along.

The recording clicked off.

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I stared at the little machine in my hand, unable to move, while Willa’s small voice floated in from the next room.

“Mommy? Is the gray-eyed man still there?”

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