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Chapter 7: The Picture Everyone Misread

The picture was still spreading when I finally put my phone down.

I picked it up again less than a minute later.

In the photo, Giovanni and I stood close enough to look like a couple. His hand rested at my back. I was turned toward him, smiling—not the tight, practiced smile I’d worn through most of the reception, but a real one.

That was the part strangers seemed to notice.

Not the way I’d been seated by the kitchen doors. Not Tyler’s expression across the ballroom. Not the fact that I’d met Giovanni only minutes before the picture was taken.

Just his hand. My smile. A caption calling me his mysterious wife.

The comments multiplied.

Is this the wife he never talks about?

They’re beautiful together.

Someone knows her name?

I read each one as though the answer might be hidden between the lines. Then I recognized what I was doing: letting people who hadn’t spoken to me decide who I was.

I locked my phone.

A second later, it buzzed again.

I turned it facedown on the coffee table.

Lily was asleep down the hall, one hand curled around her stuffed rabbit. The cake box sat in the kitchen, its lid folded back over the last few slices. The ordinary quiet of my apartment felt almost unreal after the reception’s chandeliers and whispers.

I could explain the photo. I could correct every stranger who had mistaken one dance for a marriage.

But I didn’t owe strangers an account of my life.

My phone buzzed against the table.

This time, the message preview showed Tyler’s name.

You’re embarrassing yourself.

The words landed with a familiar precision. Tyler knew how to make an insult sound like a verdict, as if he were only pointing out what everyone else could already see.

My first impulse was to type back.

You don’t get to tell me what’s embarrassing.

I stared at the sentence. My thumb hovered over the arrow.

Then I remembered the reception: his face tightening when Giovanni said his name, his voice lowering as he warned me I didn’t know what I was getting into. I still had no idea what that warning meant. I did know that an angry reply would only give Tyler another opening.

I deleted the unsent words.

Then I took a screenshot of his message and saved it.

It wasn’t a victory. It was simply proof of what he had said, in case he later claimed he hadn’t.

I put the phone down again, this time across the room.

The quiet lasted long enough for me to wash Lily’s cake plates and set them beside the sink. When I returned, a new message waited from Sophia.

I’m sorry about your table. And about Lily not being invited. I should have said something.

I sat on the edge of the couch.

Sophia had been in the middle of her wedding, pulled in a dozen directions by relatives, vendors, and guests. That explained why she might not have noticed. It didn’t erase how it felt to sit beside the kitchen doors while people called it the extended-family area.

I typed: Thank you for saying that.

Then I paused.

It’s okay, I added, and deleted it.

Because it wasn’t okay. And pretending otherwise would make it easier for everyone but me.

I started again.

I know tonight was a lot. I’d like to talk about it when the wedding is over—not in the middle of everything. Just you and me.

Sophia answered quickly.

I want that. I love you.

I read the message twice. My throat tightened, though not in the same way it had when Tyler spoke.

I love you too.

That was true. So was the hurt. I didn’t need to choose one and pretend the other didn’t exist.

My phone showed Giovanni’s message beneath Sophia’s. His apology was still there, waiting for an answer I wasn’t ready to give. He had asked if he could explain himself another day. I could acknowledge that he’d asked instead of assumed. I could also leave the message unanswered until I decided what I wanted.

I set the phone down.

A few minutes later, it buzzed once.

This time, the message came from Vanessa.

Can we talk sometime without Tyler there?

I sat very still.

At the reception, she had watched Tyler insult me. Earlier, she’d smiled at me with both hands resting on her pregnant belly. Then she had told Tyler to congratulate Sophia. I didn’t know what that smile had meant. I didn’t know whether this message was an apology, a warning, or something else.

I typed: About what?

The reply took long enough for me to notice the refrigerator humming in the kitchen.

I’m not sure how to say it over text.

I read the words again.

You don’t have to tell me anything, I wrote. But if we talk, I want it to be just us. And I’m not going to have a conversation where I’m expected to make excuses for Tyler.

Her response came almost immediately.

I understand. I’m not asking you to do that.

I held my phone in both hands. A conversation with Vanessa could bring more hurt than answers. But refusing to hear her wouldn’t make the questions disappear.

Okay, I wrote. We can talk. Not tonight.

Thank you.

I was about to set the phone aside when another message appeared.

There’s something I should tell you first.

The tightness returned to my chest.

What?

The typing dots appeared, vanished, and appeared again. I glanced toward Lily’s bedroom door. She was still asleep, untouched by the past reaching for me through a glowing screen.

May you like

Then Vanessa’s message arrived.

Tyler has told me a very different story about your pregnancy.

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