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Chapter 10: What Lily Actually Wants

Lily’s question stayed with Maria through the night.

In the morning, it followed them to the kitchen. It sat between the cereal bowl and Maria’s cooling coffee while the phone remained tucked away in its drawer.

“If she keeps her promise,” Lily asked again, “will those people still be watching me?”

Maria set down her spoon. She wanted to offer a certain answer, but she couldn’t promise what strangers would do. She could promise what she and Lily would do.

“Some may keep talking,” she said. “But Vanessa’s promise doesn’t give them a right to you.”

Lily picked at the edge of a piece of toast.

“What if they want me to dance again?”

“You can say no.”

“What if they want to take a picture?”

“You can say no to that, too.”

“And if they say it would help someone?”

Maria reached for Lily’s hand.

“We can help people without handing them your story. You don’t owe anyone a performance, a picture, or an explanation.”

Lily looked down at their joined hands. The previous night, she had danced because she wanted to. The clapping had felt good, but the phones and comments were something else—something she had never asked for.

“I still want to dance,” she said. “Just not because people online tell me to.”

“Then that’s what we’ll protect.”

A little later, the gala organizer called. Maria listened, asking questions before agreeing to anything. The proposed meeting would take place that morning, in a private room. Vanessa would attend, along with an independent financial adviser who could help clarify what the million-dollar promise would require.

“No reporters?” Maria asked.

“No reporters,” the organizer said. “And we won’t invite anyone else without your agreement.”

“No photographs. No recording.”

“I understand.”

Maria glanced at Lily, who sat at the table with one knee tucked under her. The girl was listening without pretending not to.

“Lily may come with me,” Maria said. “But she doesn’t have to stay. If she wants to leave, we leave.”

“Of course,” the organizer replied. “She isn’t responsible for settling the pledge.”

Maria thanked them and hung up.

Lily studied her.

“Do I have to go?”

“No. You can stay home with someone you trust, or you can come with me. Either way, you don’t have to talk about the contest.”

“What if I want to hear what she says?”

“Then you can hear. You can sit beside me, and if you’ve had enough, we’ll go.”

Lily thought about it. Her curiosity seemed to be pulling one way, her nerves another.

“I want to come,” she said at last. “But I don’t want them to ask me to decide anything.”

“They won’t.”

“And I don’t want to be on anyone’s phone.”

“You won’t be.”

Maria heard how firm her own voice sounded. She hoped firmness could make the world behave. At least it could make their boundary clear.

Before they left, she took her phone from the drawer and checked that its privacy settings were still in place. There were more notifications than she cared to count. She didn’t open them. She silenced the phone and slipped it into her bag.

On the drive, Lily watched the city pass through the window. Maria kept both hands on the wheel and let the quiet stretch.

“What do you want from the money?” Lily asked.

“That’s for the grown-ups to work out,” Maria said. “Vanessa made the offer to me, in front of all those people. You don’t have to choose what should happen to it.”

“But what if someone says it should be mine?”

“Then they can say it. It still doesn’t give them the right to decide what you do.”

Lily leaned her forehead against the glass.

“I want to take a dance class someday,” she said. “Maybe. Somewhere nobody knows about the video.”

Maria felt a small ache behind her ribs. Not because Lily had asked for too much, but because something as ordinary as a dance class had begun to sound like a refuge.

“That sounds like something we can look into,” she said. “When you’re ready.”

“I don’t want a big announcement.”

“No announcement.”

The meeting room was inside a quiet office near the ballroom. It looked nothing like the glittering hall where Lily had danced. There were plain chairs, a long table, and a pitcher of water. The organizer greeted them at the door and kept their voices low.

“The adviser is on the way,” the organizer said. “She’s independent of Vanessa. Her role is to explain options and answer questions, not to make decisions for you.”

Maria nodded. She appreciated the distinction, though she knew a room could still become a place where people tried to rush a decision.

Lily stayed close to her mother. She looked at the empty chairs, then at the closed door.

“Can we sit near the exit?” she whispered.

“Of course.”

They chose two chairs at the end of the table. Maria set her bag by her feet. Lily sat with her hands folded in her lap, her shoes barely touching the floor.

The organizer placed a sheet of paper on the table, face down.

“We haven’t prepared any agreement,” they said. “This is only a conversation about how to clarify the public promise. Nothing will be signed unless you have time to review it.”

“Good,” Maria said. “We won’t sign anything today just because there are people waiting.”

“There aren’t any people waiting,” the organizer said. “This room is private.”

Lily’s eyes went to the paper.

“Does it say anything about me having to dance?”

“No,” the organizer replied. “And no one should ask you to perform.”

Maria watched Lily’s shoulders lower a fraction. It wasn’t trust, not yet. It was room to breathe.

The organizer stepped into the hallway to check whether the adviser had arrived. Maria stayed beside Lily.

“If you want to leave before Vanessa gets here, we can,” she said.

Lily nodded.

“If I stay, do I have to look at her?”

“No.”

“Do I have to tell her it’s okay?”

“No.”

Lily rubbed her thumb over the seam of her sleeve. “I don’t think I want to tell her that.”

“You don’t have to.”

Maria had no answer that could make the meeting harmless. Vanessa had made the promise publicly; the clip had traveled farther than anyone in that ballroom could control. But this room was not the ballroom. Lily could sit, listen, ask nothing, or walk out with her mother. That choice mattered.

Footsteps approached in the hallway. The organizer returned and moved aside.

Vanessa Hart stepped into the room.

She wore a dark coat instead of the silver crystal-covered dress. Her hands were empty. There was no check tucked beneath her arm and no prepared statement waiting in her fingers.

Lily looked at her mother.

May you like

Maria squeezed her hand once, then turned toward Vanessa.

Vanessa stopped just inside the door. For a moment, no one spoke.

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