Chapter 15: At 3:17, She Went Home to Herself

A week after the board’s vote, Nathan laid the divorce agreement on the table between us.
Outside his office windows, Boston wore a low lid of cloud. Inside, the agreement waited beneath his hand, every page marked with small tabs. I had spent three years believing the hardest thing would be getting Aaron to understand what he’d done. It turned out the harder thing was deciding I no longer needed him to understand.
Nathan tapped the first page.
“Your Marblehead property is expressly excluded. So are your premarital accounts and the assets you brought into the marriage.”
“And Harborlight?”
“Not part of this settlement. We’re not using an unresolved inheritance to bargain over a marriage that’s already over.”
That was what I wanted. Not a victory disguised as a number. Not a threat. The house, my accounts, and the life I had carried into the Prescott name were mine to keep.
I read the clauses again, slower this time. The words were dry, but the choice beneath them wasn’t: I would leave without paying for peace with pieces of myself.
Nathan set down his pen.
“You can still ask for more.”
“I don’t want more.”
His eyes searched my face, looking for the old reflex—the instinct to soften a decision before someone could call it selfish.
I signed.
The pen made a small, decisive scratch. I waited to feel triumphant. Instead, I felt a tiredness so deep it seemed to have been waiting for me on the other side of the signature.
Nathan signed as counsel and closed the folder.
“This resolves the terms between you,” he said. “The court process still has to run its course.”
“I know.”
He didn’t tell me I should be relieved. He didn’t tell me I should hate Aaron. He simply placed the signed agreement in front of me, and I slid it into my bag.
At Prescott Global, the independent review began with no dramatic announcement and no promise of instant answers. Lydia sent a brief update to employees explaining that interim leadership was in place, records were being preserved, and the board would provide regular reports as the review proceeded. The note was plain enough to disappoint anyone waiting for a confession and careful enough not to turn suspicion into a verdict.
That was how I knew it was different from Aaron’s statements. It didn’t ask anyone to believe more than the company could prove.
I heard the same from Lydia when she called.
“We’re working through the records,” she said. “There are still questions. We’re also mapping the employee transition—who needs answers, what work has to continue, what can’t be left hanging.”
“People are scared.”
“I know. We can’t promise every job or every outcome. We can promise they won’t be treated like collateral while we sort this out.”
I looked toward the water beyond my Marblehead windows. A gull dipped low over the gray harbor, then rose on the wind.
“Keep telling them what you know,” I said. “And tell them what you don’t.”
“That’s the plan.”
After we hung up, I thought about the read count from the morning I’d posted in the company channel. Hundreds of people had watched my private pain arrive in their workday. I couldn’t take that back, and I didn’t try to pretend the spectacle had been harmless. But the truth that followed couldn’t belong to Aaron alone, and I wouldn’t make it a spectacle again.
Jasmine asked to see me two days later. We met at a café near the harbor, in the same kind of crowded room where neither of us could pretend the world had narrowed to just the two of us.
She looked tired. Not fragile. Tired in the way people look after they’ve stopped rehearsing how to defend themselves.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “For the affair. For standing beside him while you were left to guess. And for the projections. I kept telling myself I was only putting his numbers into slides.”
I wrapped both hands around my coffee cup. The warmth reached my palms but didn’t smooth anything inside me.
“Thank you for saying it.”
Jasmine’s mouth tightened, as if she’d hoped those words would open a door.
“I don’t expect you to trust me.”
“I don’t.”
She nodded once. There was no argument, no appeal to what she had risked, no claim that her testimony erased what she’d done.
“I don’t know if I’ll forgive you,” I said. “And even if I do, that wouldn’t mean we go back to being close.”
“I understand.”
For the first time, I believed she meant it. Not because I trusted her, but because she didn’t ask me to turn my boundary into a gift for her.
We finished our coffee. When she left, I watched her cross the sidewalk and disappear into the passing crowd. I didn’t feel generous. I didn’t feel cruel. I felt the relief of not having to make a promise just to prove I was healing.
That evening, I drove to my parents’ house. My mother had made soup, the kind that filled the kitchen with onions and thyme before you even took off your coat. My father was at the table, the ledger still closed where he had left it after Nathan asked that it remain there for careful review.
My mother studied me as she set down a bowl.
“You can stay here tonight,” she said.
A familiar answer rose in me: I’m fine. I can manage. I don’t need anyone.
I let it pass.
“All right,” I said. “I’d like that.”
Her hand covered mine for a moment. She didn’t tell me I’d made the right decision. She didn’t ask whether I regretted it. In our house, love didn’t require a defense.
I slept in my childhood room beneath a quilt I remembered from summers before I knew the Prescott name could feel like a locked door. At dawn, I hugged my parents in the kitchen, took my bag, and drove back to Marblehead.
The house was quiet when I unlocked it. My shoes clicked over the entryway tile, then softened against the rug. In the hall, the closet held only my coats. For a moment I thought of the suitcases I’d left in Aaron’s lobby—his clothes packed and sent back, my own hands steady around the handles.
I hadn’t known then what leaving would cost. I only knew I could no longer pay for the privilege of waiting.
Six months later, the court entered the divorce judgment. Nathan called with the news, and I thanked him. The independent review was still examining Prescott Global’s records; there was no final report, no neat sentence that made every uncertainty disappear. The company’s work continued without me, as it should have.
That night, I woke before dawn in my own home. The harbor was a dark sheet beyond the windows. My phone lay silent on the bedside table, and no one’s return was mine to wait for.
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The clock read 3:17 a.m.
I looked at it and understood: I wasn’t waiting for anyone to come back.