Chapter 4: What Jasmine Knew

I didn’t answer Jasmine’s last text right away. I stood in my kitchen with the phone in my hand, listening to the quiet house and trying to decide whether “someone may be watching me” was a warning, a plea, or both.
Then I called Nathan.
“Don’t invite her here,” he said after I explained. “And don’t ask her to bring anything until we know what she has.”
“She says she can explain the numbers.”
“Then listen. Don’t promise her anything.”
“I wasn’t planning to.”
A pause. I could hear paper shifting on his end.
“Claire, there’s a difference between hearing someone out and becoming part of their story.”
“I know.”
I didn’t, not entirely. But I knew I couldn’t make Aaron’s affair the only thing in the room just because it was the thing that hurt most.
I suggested a café near the harbor, crowded enough that neither of us would be alone with the other. Jasmine agreed. When I arrived, she was already at a small table near the window, wearing a dark coat and no jewelry I recognized. She kept glancing past my shoulder at the door.
“Did you see anyone follow you?” I asked.
“I don’t know.” She wrapped both hands around a paper cup. “That’s the problem. Now every car looks familiar.”
I sat across from her. The café was full of wet coats, clattering dishes, and people talking over one another. Outside, the harbor water was the flat gray of a day that hadn’t decided whether to rain.
“You said Aaron told you I’d never learn what the numbers meant.”
Her eyes lifted to mine. “He did.”
“What numbers?”
“The merger projections. The revenue forecasts, the costs, the assumptions he wanted us to use.” She looked down at her cup. “I prepared the slides.”
“From Aaron’s figures?”
“Yes.”
The answer landed between us with no excuse around it. Jasmine’s fingers tightened on the cup until the lid bowed.
“And the two of you were having an affair while you worked on them.”
She didn’t look away this time.
“Yes.”
I’d rehearsed a dozen things I might say if she admitted it. None of them survived the sight of her sitting there, not ashamed enough to spare me the truth, not composed enough to pretend it meant nothing.
“How long?”
“Long enough.” She swallowed. “I’m not going to dress it up as a mistake that happened once.”
“No. You don’t get to.”
“I know.”
The words didn’t repair anything. They didn’t make the late nights less real or the fifth night less lonely. They only closed the door on the possibility that I’d misunderstood.
Jasmine set her cup down. “But I wasn’t the person deciding whether you stayed married. Aaron was.”
“I know what Aaron decided.”
“I’m not saying that to make myself innocent.” Her voice sharpened, then faltered. “I’m saying I didn’t have the influence you think I did.”
“What do you think I think?”
“That I could get him to do whatever I wanted. That I was sitting beside him at those dinners, whispering in his ear, making decisions for the company.” Her mouth tightened. “I was useful when he needed a deck built. I was convenient when he wanted to stay out all night. That isn’t the same as being powerful.”
I watched her for a moment. She might have been telling the truth. She might also have been trying to make her part sound smaller. I couldn’t tell, and I didn’t owe her the benefit of the doubt.
“What did you find?”
Jasmine looked toward the window. A couple hurried by under one umbrella, shoulders pressed together.
“Some of the figures didn’t match the records they were supposed to come from. The projections showed a steady rise in operating costs, but the supporting schedules had transfers going out that weren’t explained there.”
“To whom?”
“I don’t know who ultimately received them. I saw a company name in the backup material, but I didn’t have access to everything.” She leaned forward, lowering her voice. “I asked Aaron about it. He said the transfers were temporary and already accounted for elsewhere.”
“Did you verify that?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
Her gaze dropped again. “Because I wanted his answer to be enough.”
It was the first thing she’d said that sounded like more than an account prepared for me. It still didn’t tell me whether she’d been careless, frightened, or simply willing not to look.
“When did you start questioning the projections?”
“After the first draft went to the merger team. I checked a few supporting records because something looked off. Then I found other entries that didn’t line up with the assumptions in the slides.” Her voice turned brittle. “I told myself there was an explanation. Aaron said there was.”
“And you believed him.”
“I wanted to.” She looked at me directly. “I also wanted him to keep choosing me. Both things can be true.”
For one painful second, I saw the shape of it: wanting someone badly enough to accept the version of events that kept him beside you. I knew that shape. It didn’t make our choices equal.
“Did you change the projections?”
“I made them more optimistic because Aaron told me the board needed a clear picture of the company’s recovery.” She pressed her lips together. “I should have insisted the backup matched. I didn’t.”
There it was: not a confession to some grand crime, not an absolution either. A choice she’d made, now sitting in the open with us.
“What happened after you questioned him?”
“He told me to delete a folder. It had the projections and the supporting schedules I’d collected.”
“Did you?”
“I told him I did.”
“And you didn’t.”
“I printed the records before he asked.” She glanced at the people around us, then back at me. “I have a paper copy at my apartment.”
“Why didn’t you take it to the board?”
“Because I was scared. Because I thought if I waited, I’d understand enough to explain it without ruining my career.” She gave a humorless little laugh. “Because I was sleeping with the CEO and thought that made me protected.”
The café’s espresso machine hissed behind the counter. I felt the sound in my teeth.
“Do you want me to tell you I’ll protect you?” I asked.
Her eyes flickered.
“No.”
“Good. I can’t promise that. Nathan is a lawyer, and he can tell you what your options are. But I’m not going to promise you a job, immunity, or that this goes away if you help me.”
“I didn’t ask you to.”
“Then show him the original records. Let him decide what they are and how they should be handled. You’ll have to tell the truth about the projections you approved, too.”
Jasmine’s face went still. The noise of the room seemed to gather around that silence.
“I know.”
“You can still walk away.”
“I know that, too.”
I believed she understood the words. I didn’t know yet whether she could live by them.
“Call Nathan yourself,” I said. “Don’t send the documents to me. Don’t alter them. Don’t delete anything else.”
She nodded, though her eyes had drifted to her phone.
“What?”
“It’s nothing.” She turned the screen facedown. “I’ve been getting alerts from the building’s security app. Probably a delivery. They send one every time someone opens the outer door.”
“You said someone might be watching you.”
“I don’t know if anyone is. That’s why I’m trying not to make every little thing into proof.”
For the first time, she sounded less like the woman who had occupied the far edge of my marriage and more like someone who could see how fear distorted a room. I still didn’t trust her. I didn’t need to.
We stood at the same time, neither of us offering a hand. Outside, the wind pushed the damp air against my face.
“I’ll contact Nathan,” Jasmine said.
“Good.”
She turned toward the harbor, then stopped.
“Claire?”
I waited.
“I’m sorry about us.”
The apology was small beside what it had broken. I didn’t give it the power to make us even.
“I heard you,” I said.
We walked in opposite directions. I was halfway to my car when my phone buzzed.
Jasmine: Someone just entered my apartment.
May you like
A second message appeared.
The folder is still inside.