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Chapter 4

The envelope just sat there on the granite and nobody touched it.

Mom hadn't moved since Daniel set it down. Her hand was still on the edge of the island like she needed it to stay standing. She wasn't looking at the wax seal anymore. She was looking at his face.

I watched her eyes move over him slow, the way you study someone in a school pick-up line when you think you know them but can't place it. Over his hair, that salt-and-pepper swept back, over the stubble on his jaw, over the line of his bomber jacket. Her breathing was shallow. I could hear the fridge humming behind us.

"You look exactly like someone I knew," she said. Her voice was quieter than before, not angry anymore. "Fifteen years ago."

Daniel didn't look surprised. He just stood with his hands now at his sides, letting her look. His brown leather watch caught the kitchen light.

I looked back and forth between them. "Who?" I asked.

Mom didn't answer me at first. She kept staring at him like if she blinked he'd disappear down the dark hallway again. Her fingers tightened on the granite.

"Ethan," she said finally, but not to me, to him. "Give us a minute."

That was her evasion. She wanted me out. She used my name to make it sound like she was protecting me, but I didn't move. I'd been standing next to the island since he walked in and my white t-shirt felt stuck to my back.

"Who do I look like?" Daniel asked her softly. He wasn't pushing. He was letting her say it.

Mom shook her head a little. "You know who. That's why you're here, isn't it?"

I stepped closer to the island, between them. "Mom, who is it?"

She glanced down at me then, and her face did this tight thing where she tried to smile but couldn't. "Someone from a long time ago, baby. Before you were born. It's not important right now."

"It is important," Daniel said. He looked at me then, really looked at me for the first time. His eyes were dark brown and tired. "My name is Daniel Reyes."

My name is Ethan, I almost said back, but he already knew that. He'd said 'this family' like he knew exactly who we were.

"Daniel Reyes," Mom repeated, and her voice caught on the last name. "Reyes."

She said it like she'd heard it before but hadn't said it out loud in years.

Daniel nodded once. "I was asked to come because of how I look. I know what you're seeing. It's not a coincidence."

My stomach dropped. I didn't understand but I felt Mom understand, and that was worse.

"What do you mean not a coincidence?" I asked.

Daniel kept his eyes on Mom while he answered me. "The person your mom knew. The person I look like. He's my brother."

The kitchen got too warm. The oven behind Daniel was off but I could feel heat anyway. Mom's hand slipped a little on the granite and she had to catch herself.

"Your brother," she said. It wasn't a question. It was like she was checking if saying it made it real.

"My older brother," Daniel said. "Michael Reyes. He asked me to come. He couldn't come himself."

Mom closed her eyes for a second. Just a second. When she opened them they were wet but she wasn't crying. She looked at the envelope on the island again, then back at Daniel's face, like she was lining them up and seeing the same person in both places.

I didn't know any Michael Reyes. I'd never heard that name in our house. Not once. We didn't have any family pictures with anyone who looked like Daniel. Mom's side was just her and Grandma, and Dad wasn't really around anymore.

"Michael," Mom whispered, and I realized she hadn't said his first name until now. She'd only said 'someone.'

Daniel took a small step back from the island, giving her space. He didn't reach for the envelope. "He told me you would recognize the seal. And that you would recognize me, even though we've never met."

Mom's gold earrings caught the light when she turned her head sharply toward the hallway, like she was making sure no one else was coming. Then she looked back at him.

"Is he—" she started, and stopped. She swallowed. "Why didn't he come himself?"

Daniel's expression tightened, the calm breaking just a little. He glanced down at me, then back at her.

"Because he waited too long," he said. "And now he doesn't have much time left to explain it himself."

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Mom's fingers finally left the granite. She pressed them against her mouth. The envelope was still right there between us, the string and that dark reddish seal, and for the first time I understood it wasn't just a letter. It was from the man Daniel looked like. From Michael.

And Mom had known him fifteen years ago. Before me.

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