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Chapter 3: Before the Cameras Forget

“The earliest files from the party are scheduled to be overwritten this evening.”

For a moment, I watched a drop of water gather at the bottom of my hospital cup. I had spent the night trying to remember who had stood near the ballroom doors. Now I was being told a machine might forget for me.

“Can you stop it?” I asked Maya.

“I can put the estate and the vendor on written notice immediately. I’m also calling Officer Reyes. But a request to preserve something isn’t the same as having it in our hands.”

“What do you need from me?”

“Stay on the line while I confirm the date and approximate time of the party. Then let me work.”

I gave her what I knew. She repeated each detail back rather than filling in the gaps herself. When we finished, she said she would send separate notices to the estate, its camera vendor, and the police. She would keep a record of who received them and what each person actually agreed to do.

After the call, Luca was still in the chair across from me. He had heard enough to understand.

“Matteo could probably get into that system,” he said.

“He won’t.”

“I know. I was going to say he could help Maya understand whatever the vendor tells her.”

I looked at him. It was the first time since the party that someone in my family had begun a sentence with what he could do and ended it with a limit.

“That,” I said, “might help.”

By midmorning, Dr. Patel had cleared me to leave. She explained how to care for the abrasions on my wrists and what symptoms would mean I should return. She handed me discharge papers in a folder I could barely hold without feeling the pull in my back.

“Is there somewhere you feel safe going?” she asked.

I thought of the estate. Of the guest bedroom door and the silence on the other side of it.

“Not home.”

Luca told me Nico had an empty apartment in Brooklyn. I knew the place: one bedroom above a bakery, where Nico sometimes stayed when construction jobs ran late. He had offered it without asking how long I would need it.

“I want the keys,” I said. “And I don’t want anyone waiting inside.”

Luca took out his phone, then stopped.

“Do you want me to tell Nico that?”

“Yes.”

He sent the message in front of me. Nico’s answer arrived less than a minute later: It’s yours. I’ll leave the keys with Luca. Nobody goes in without your say-so.

I read it twice. Being given a choice felt unfamiliar enough that I wanted proof.

Officer Reyes called while Luca was helping me into my coat. Maya had notified her about the overwrite schedule, and Reyes said she had passed the information to the investigator handling the case. She could not promise when they would obtain the recordings.

“I did tell them it’s urgent,” she said. “And I gave them the name of the vendor your attorney reached.”

“Celia Grant spoke to you last night,” I said.

“She did.”

“Is she all right?”

“I can’t speak for her. She gave me a way to contact her again.”

I thanked Reyes. I had been thinking of Celia as evidence because that was how everyone around me needed to speak about her. She was also a person who had gone home after watching a room fail me.

Maya arrived at the hospital before I left. She had a slim case, an envelope, and a careful way of sitting down that told me she was not going to rush me through decisions just because the cameras had a deadline.

“The watch,” she said. “Have you touched its controls since we spoke?”

“No. I’m still wearing it.”

She noted the time, looked at the watch without opening anything on its screen, and asked me to remove it. My fingers shook too badly to manage the band. Luca offered to help. I said yes.

Maya recorded its identifying details and the condition she could see, then placed it in a protective envelope and sealed it. She wrote me a receipt. Luca signed a note confirming that he had watched me hand it over.

“I’ll arrange a documented examination,” Maya said. “We don’t know what, if anything, it retained. We won’t describe its contents until someone has actually checked.”

I pressed the receipt into my discharge folder. For the first time since I’d called Luca, there was nothing on my wrist. The pale strip of skin under the band looked strangely vulnerable.

Outside the hospital, Rocco stood beside Luca’s car with two paper bags of food. He had not come upstairs. When I asked why, he shrugged.

“Luca said you wanted some space.”

He handed me a bag. Inside was a warm cheese sandwich and an apple.

“I also wanted food,” I said.

“I took a chance.”

Rocco drove his own car to the apartment. On the way, he called me instead of Luca.

“I know a caterer who worked the party,” he said. “She won’t give me names, and I didn’t ask. But she offered to pass Maya’s number to anyone on her crew who wants to talk.”

“Good.”

“There were guests, too. I could start calling people we know.”

“You can ask them if they’re willing to speak to Maya. No visits to their houses. No making them feel they owe us an answer.”

A pause filled the car speakers.

“Anna, I’m angry,” he said.

“So am I.”

“I can still do it your way.”

I looked out at people waiting to cross a street, each of them absorbed in the ordinary business of getting somewhere. I wanted to be one of them.

“It isn’t a favor to me,” I said. “It’s the only way I can trust what anybody tells us.”

At the apartment, Luca carried my bag upstairs but stopped at the threshold. The kitchen was small and clean. A carton of coffee sat on the counter beside a note from Nico: Fresh sheets. Take all the time you need.

I asked Luca to stay long enough to check that the back window locked. Then I asked him to leave. He hugged me only after I opened my arms.

Maya called early that afternoon with her first list of answers. Someone at the estate had acknowledged receiving her preservation notice by email. No one had confirmed that the local camera system had been secured. The vendor had confirmed receipt too, and a supervisor was reviewing what records the company could retain independently.

“Does that mean we’ll have the video?” I asked.

“It means they know exactly what we’re asking them not to lose. I’m following up, and the police are pursuing their own process.”

I sat on Nico’s couch, looking at the blank television. Its dark screen gave me back a blurred version of myself, bandages visible beneath my sleeves.

“If there’s footage,” I said, “Adrian will know what it shows.”

“He may. We don’t know what any camera captured, or whether anyone has already changed the system.”

Maya’s refusal to guess was frustrating. It was also why I believed her.

An hour later, Rocco texted that one guest wanted to speak to Maya. I didn’t recognize the name, June Bell. Maya called me after speaking with her.

“June recorded seven seconds on her phone,” she said. “She says she recorded it herself, and she’s willing to send the original file to me. She hasn’t agreed to make a public statement.”

“What does it show?”

“You, with your wrists raised beneath the beam. Part of the room. People standing there.”

“Adrian?”

“His shoulder appears at the edge. The clip doesn’t show a strike.”

I shut my eyes. Seven seconds of two hundred guests watching was more than I wanted to see and less than I wanted the world to know.

“Can I watch it?”

“Yes. Not on a public link. I can bring it when we meet, or send you a private copy once I’ve received it.”

“Bring it,” I said. “And please tell June I don’t expect her to post it.”

“She was worried you would.”

I remembered the phones in the ballroom. Not every person holding one had been laughing, but not one recording had brought me down from the beam. I could not decide what I felt about June from seven seconds.

“Tell her thank you for keeping it,” I said.

By late afternoon, the light in the apartment had turned the color of the bakery’s flour-dusted windows below. Maya called again. This time her voice was clipped.

“The vendor has placed a temporary hold on records it controls,” she said. “Service logs and some stored camera data. They can’t yet verify the condition of everything on the estate’s local system, and they haven’t released any video.”

I gripped the edge of the couch.

“But something is preserved.”

“Something is. They also found a request to delete camera files.”

I waited for her to say Adrian’s name. Instead, she said mine.

“The request came from an estate account bearing your name.”

Years earlier, an employee had set up a login for me to check deliveries. I had used it for flowers, repairs, groceries. I had never requested the deletion of camera footage.

“Are they saying I did it?”

“No. A name on an account doesn’t identify the person who used it. The vendor is retaining the request record. We’ll need more information about where it came from and what happened after it was submitted.”

I heard someone moving in the bakery downstairs, the scrape of a chair across tile. I could have been sitting anywhere in the city. Adrian could still reach into the room by putting my name on a screen.

“When?” I asked.

Maya checked the record once more.

May you like

“The deletion request was submitted at 2:24 a.m.,” she said.

Eleven minutes after I had called Luca from the locked guest bedroom.

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