Chapter 11: The Night the Lights Went Out

The nurse lowered the phone from my ear and asked me to sit back while she took my blood pressure again.
I watched the numbers settle on the screen. I didn’t know what they meant, only that she frowned at them before turning the monitor slightly away.
“Dr. Shah is coming in,” she said. “We’re going to keep you here while she checks you and the baby.”
“Is something wrong?”
“We’re taking this seriously. That’s what matters right now.”
It wasn’t an answer, but she said it gently. I let her guide me onto the exam bed, paper crackling beneath my hips. Beyond the half-open door, I could see Elias in the hall. He stood with his hands clasped, not pacing, not asking the nurse for information she hadn’t offered.
He looked like a man holding himself back by force.
When Dr. Shah arrived, she spoke to me first. She asked about the tightening, the pain from my fall weeks ago, the baby’s movements. I answered as clearly as I could, though my mouth had gone dry. A nurse placed a small monitor against my belly. A quick, steady sound filled the room.
The baby’s heartbeat.
My eyes stung. I turned my face toward the wall and listened until the sound became more than a sound—something I could hold on to.
Dr. Shah checked the reading and met my gaze.
“We’re going to watch you closely,” she said. “For now, stay here and tell us immediately if anything changes.”
I nodded.
When she stepped out, Elias appeared at the doorway. He didn’t come in.
“Can I call Tessa?” I asked.
“She’s on her way,” he said. “She’s downstairs.”
I’d been braced for him to say he’d called her, arranged everything, decided where I should go. Instead, he waited for me to choose what happened next.
“Tell her she can come up.”
He disappeared down the hall. A moment later, Tessa came through the door carrying her coat and a paper cup she hadn’t touched. Her eyes went to my face, then to the monitor.
“Baby’s heartbeat sounds good,” I said.
Her shoulders eased, just a fraction.
“Good,” she said. “I’m here.”
She pulled a chair close to the bed. Before she could sit, her phone buzzed. She checked the screen and frowned.
“Ruth,” she said. “She’s been trying to reach me.”
“Answer.”
Tessa stepped into the hall, but the door remained open. I heard her voice drop.
“Ruth, are you safe?”
A pause.
“Did you call the police?”
Another pause. Tessa glanced back at me, her expression tightening.
“What happened?”
She listened, one hand pressed over the phone.
When she returned, she didn’t soften the truth.
“Someone got into Ruth’s home,” she said. “They went through drawers and cabinets. She thinks they were looking for the original voice memo.”
The steady heartbeat sounded suddenly far away.
“Did they find it?”
“She doesn’t know. She had taken it out of the house.” Tessa set her cup on the windowsill. “Someone left a warning on her door.”
“What did it say?”
“She didn’t want to repeat it over the phone. She’s shaken, but she’s safe.”
The room seemed too bright. I pictured Ruth’s front door, the warning waiting where anyone could see it. The memo had been one of the few things that belonged to someone who’d heard Victoria give an order and kept proof. Now even that small act of courage had reached back into Ruth’s home.
“Tell her she doesn’t have to do anything else for us,” I said.
“I will.”
“I mean it, Tessa. No more risking her safety.”
“I know.” She held my gaze. “I’ll make sure she hears that from you, not just me.”
My phone vibrated against the tray beside the bed. A message from Tessa’s office appeared on the screen, then another. She read the first and picked up.
“Martin,” she said. “Are you all right?”
I watched her face as she listened.
His access had been revoked. Someone had locked him out of the system. Before security escorted him from the building, he had printed the audit trail—the pages showing the file changes and approvals. He had them with him.
Tessa asked where he was, then listened again.
“He’s okay,” she told me after she ended the call. “Upset, but okay. He kept the paper record before they could take away his access.”
The printed trail was real. It existed outside the screens Caleb had controlled.
“Where is it now?”
“Martin has it. He’ll keep it secure and contact me before he moves it.” Tessa looked toward the hallway. “We don’t have to decide anything else from here.”
I rested my palm on my stomach. The baby shifted beneath it, a small roll against my hand.
For a moment, no one spoke. The monitor kept its rhythm. Outside the room, a cart rattled past and stopped. A nurse checked the display, then adjusted one of the leads.
I turned my head toward Tessa.
“Could you stay?”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
The next tightening came before I could ask anything else. It gathered low and firm, then passed. I breathed through it, keeping my eyes on the light above the bed.
A second one followed, stronger.
The nurse came in when I called. Dr. Shah was beside her almost immediately, speaking calmly while the room began to move around me. Questions. A check. Another set of instructions I tried to follow.
Then warmth spread beneath me.
I froze.
“What is it?” Tessa asked.
“I think—” I couldn’t finish.
The nurse looked at the bed, then at Dr. Shah. Their expressions changed—not to panic, but to purpose.
“Your water has broken,” Dr. Shah said. “We’re going to get you ready to move.”
The words reached me in pieces. Broken. Ready. Move.
The baby’s heartbeat continued, quick and steady through the monitor. A nurse lowered the bed rail and began preparing the stretcher. Dr. Shah spoke to her team, each instruction clear and unhurried. They had a plan. I held on to the fact that they were telling me what they were doing.
Tessa came close enough for me to take her hand.
“Look at me,” she said.
I did.
“Stay with the sound,” she said, nodding toward the monitor.
I listened. The fast beat was still there.
At the doorway, Elias had appeared again. He stayed back while the nurses arranged the stretcher. His eyes met mine, but he didn’t ask me to reassure him. He didn’t tell me everything would be fine.
The wheels began to roll.
As they moved me toward the hall, Elias walked alongside the stretcher, leaving space for the nurses. The ceiling lights passed overhead in bright, separate squares. My fingers had gone cold. Somewhere beyond the turn of the corridor, the doors to the delivery area stood open.
Elias leaned close enough that only I could hear him.
“May I hold your hand?”
I looked at the hand he offered, then at his face.
May you like
The answer belonged to me.
I reached for him first.