Chapter 6: The Years Between Calls

By morning, the bruise on my hip had turned a deep, ugly purple.
I sat at a conference table at Voss Capital with a mug of tea cooling between my hands and a sheet of paper in front of me. Tessa had drawn a line down the page. On one side: what I knew. On the other: what I could prove.
My father sat across from me, silent.
That was new. In the past, Elias Voss had treated silence as a gap he needed to fill—with advice, a plan, a driver waiting outside. Now he watched Tessa write and waited for me to tell him what belonged on the page.
“The packet was left on your desk,” Tessa said. “Do you remember when?”
“Two days before I fell. Damian said it was routine paperwork for the refinancing.”
“Did you sign any of it?”
“No.”
Tessa noted my answer.
The scratch of her pen pulled me back to the years when my mother was alive, when Dad had still known how to sit beside me without turning every silence into a problem to solve. After she died, he’d started calling to ask where I was, who I was with, whether I’d eaten. At first, I’d answered. Then his questions became instructions. Come home. Don’t go alone. Let me handle it.
He’d called it protecting me.
I’d started to feel like my life was a room he kept locking from the outside.
Tessa paused at the bottom of the page. “Nora, the timeline should include the separation from your father if it’s relevant to how you ended up isolated from your family.”
My grip tightened around the mug.
“Write that I left,” I said. “Write that I stopped answering.”
Dad’s eyes lifted to mine, but he didn’t interrupt.
“And write why,” I added. “Not the polished version.”
Tessa set down her pen. “Do you want a minute?”
“No. I’ve spent enough years taking minutes.”
I turned toward my father.
“You were scared after Mom died. I know that now. But you made your fear my responsibility. Every choice I made became something you needed to approve.”
Dad lowered his gaze to the table. “I thought if I stayed close, I could keep you from losing anyone else.”
“You couldn’t.”
“I know.”
The simple answer landed harder than an excuse would have.
“You didn’t ask what I needed,” I said. “You told me what was safest. And when I left, you called and called like the number of times you tried could undo the reason I’d gone.”
His jaw worked once. “I told myself you would answer when you were ready.”
“You left messages telling me to come home.”
“I did.”
“You asked other people where I was.”
His silence answered before he did.
“I was wrong to do that,” he said. “I was afraid, and I made my fear sound like love.”
I looked down at the cooling tea. “It was love. It just wasn’t the kind I could breathe in.”
Tessa’s face softened, but she didn’t reach for me or turn the moment into something easier. She only picked up her pen again.
“What should I put?” she asked.
“That I left because I needed to belong to myself.”
She wrote it down.
Dad’s hands rested open on the table. No reaching for mine. No promise that he would fix what he’d broken.
“I won’t ask you to forgive me,” he said. “And I won’t ask you to let me make decisions for you.”
“Good.”
“I want to be here if you want me here.”
I searched his face for the old insistence, the expectation that his good intentions should count as permission. I found grief there, and regret, but no command.
“I’m not ready to call this repaired,” I said.
“I understand.”
“You don’t get to turn today into proof that everything is different.”
“I understand that, too.”
I believed he meant it. That wasn’t the same as trusting him. The distinction sat between us, fragile and necessary.
Tessa slid the timeline toward me. I read it carefully, corrected the date Damian had left the packet, and signed only where she indicated. My hand shook on the final stroke. I pressed the paper flat until the ink stopped shining.
By late afternoon, Tessa and I were in the parking garage beneath a medical office building several blocks from Voss Capital. She hadn’t told me much about Martin’s message—only that he wanted to speak away from the office and that he’d sounded frightened.
Concrete pillars divided the garage into narrow lanes. Every car door that shut echoed overhead.
“Stay by the elevator,” Tessa said.
“I’m not a package you can leave on a shelf.”
“I know.” She glanced at my hip, then met my eyes. “But if he’s scared, I don’t want you standing between him and a quick exit.”
I hated that she was right. I hated more that my body still hurt enough to make it matter.
A man stepped out from behind a gray sedan. Martin Rusk’s tie was loosened, and his face looked drawn, as if he’d spent the day holding his breath.
“You came,” he said.
“Tessa came,” I replied. “I came with her.”
His eyes flicked toward me, then the elevator, then the ramp leading up to the street. “I can’t stay long.”
“Then don’t waste time,” Tessa said.
Martin swallowed. “There’s pressure to push the Cross loan through review.”
“From whom?” she asked.
“I can’t prove who gave the instruction.”
“That wasn’t my question.”
He glanced toward the ramp again. “Someone inside the lending company is overriding the concerns attached to the packet.”
The garage seemed to contract around us.
“Does the lender know my signature is disputed?” I asked.
“They know it’s been flagged.”
“And the file is still moving?”
“I believe someone is trying to keep it moving.”
“Belief won’t stop a closing,” Tessa said.
“I know.” Martin reached inside his jacket, then stopped, listening to a car engine start on the level below. When the sound faded, he pulled out a folded sheet. “This is all I could get without triggering another alert.”
Tessa didn’t take it immediately. “What is it?”
“An access log.”
Her gaze sharpened. “From the loan file?”
“Yes.”
He held the paper out. Tessa accepted it by the corner, keeping it flat. Her eyes moved down the entries. Then she went very still.
“What?” I asked.
She turned the page so I could read.
One line sat beneath a timestamp and a file reference:
May you like
CALEB WYNN — ACCESS GRANTED.
The file had been flagged before Caleb entered it.