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Chapter 5: The Empty Drawer

The padlock held the greenhouse shut while the late-afternoon light turned the glass panels gold.

Frank set the tin beside the path and went to his truck. When he came back with bolt cutters, my mother made a small, distressed sound.

“Do we have to break it?” she asked.

“We need to know what’s inside,” I said.

Vanessa glanced at me. “I already told you I don’t have a key.”

“I heard you.”

She gave a sharp laugh, but her eyes stayed on the cutters.

Frank fitted the jaws around the lock. “Everybody clear.”

The snap rang across the garden. The padlock dropped into his palm, its broken shackle bent open like a silver hook.

My father looked at it, then at Vanessa. “You said you didn’t have a key.”

“I don’t.”

“You keep saying that,” I said. “I’m asking how this lock got here.”

“I don’t know, Darcy.”

Frank pulled the door open. The greenhouse breathed out warm, damp air thick with the smell of soil, old wood, and something faintly green and bitter. Beyond the threshold, the benches stood in rows beneath the arched roof. Some pots had tipped over. A tray lay crooked on the floor, its seedlings dried into a brown tangle.

Marcus stepped past us, careful not to crush anything. “I’ll check the back.”

Frank followed him. I stayed near the workbench, where Evelyn had spent long hours potting seedlings and trimming dead leaves. A familiar pair of rusted shears still hung from a nail. Beside them, someone had dragged a clay pot across the table, leaving a pale streak through the dust.

The marks looked fresh.

My mother came in behind me. “It’s probably been like this for a while.”

“Probably?” I asked.

She pressed her lips together.

I ran my fingers over the workbench’s worn edge. Evelyn used to tap it twice with her knuckles before she sat down, as though greeting an old friend. Now the drawer beneath it sat slightly open.

I pulled it out.

Empty.

The bare wood inside was cleaner than the rest of the drawer, the dust disturbed in a rectangle. I crouched to look closer. A faint ring marked the bottom where a jar—or a tin—had once rested. Near the back corner, a cobweb clung to the side, split neatly down the middle.

“What did she keep in here?” I asked.

My mother looked past me toward the greenhouse door. “Garden things.”

“What garden things?”

“Seeds. Notes. I don’t know.”

“You came here after she died.”

Her gaze returned to me. “Everyone came here.”

“Did you?”

“I helped clean.”

“That’s not what I asked. Did you come in here after Grandma died?”

A pause. Behind us, the screen door rattled as Marcus crossed into the rear section.

“Yes,” Mom said. “A few times.”

“Was this drawer empty then?”

“I don’t remember.”

“Did you see anyone looking through it?”

Her hands tightened around the strap of her purse. “Darcy, I don’t know what you want me to say.”

“The truth would be a start.”

My father had come inside. He stood a few feet from the door, holding the folded deed copy he’d taken from me earlier. Vanessa remained outside on the path, visible through the glass. She watched us, arms wrapped around herself.

Mom lowered her voice. “Vanessa borrowed Evelyn’s keys after the funeral.”

The words settled between us with a weight I felt in my knees.

“When?” I asked.

“Not immediately. A week or two later.”

“Why?”

“She said she needed to look for something Grandma had promised her.”

“Did she say what?”

“No.”

“Did you give her the keys?”

Mom looked down at her hands. “I let her take them.”

“Did she bring them back?”

“Yes.”

“How do you know?”

“Because she put them on the hall table.”

“Did you ask what she’d looked for?”

“I asked if she found what she needed. She said no.”

The empty drawer seemed suddenly larger than the workbench, larger than the greenhouse. My mother had stood here with Evelyn’s keys in her hand, with the garden silent around her, and hadn’t thought I deserved to know.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked.

“I didn’t think it mattered.”

“You didn’t think it mattered that Vanessa had access to Grandma’s greenhouse and was looking for something she said Grandma promised her?”

“I didn’t know about the buyer then.”

“You knew she believed Grandma had promised her the property.”

My mother flinched. “She was upset. She said Grandma had changed her mind at the end. I thought she was looking for some note or something that would clear it up.”

“And you didn’t think I should know she was looking?”

“I thought it would only make things worse.”

“For whom?”

Her face tightened. “Darcy, this doesn’t need to become a public fight. The buyer is still outside. Your father is standing right there. We should talk about this as a family.”

“We are talking as a family. I’m asking you what happened.”

“I’ve answered you.”

“You told Vanessa I should walk alone at my wedding so she wouldn’t be upset. Now you’re asking me not to make a scene while she’s trying to sell Grandma’s greenhouse.”

“I’m asking you not to turn every painful decision into an accusation.”

The familiar plea to keep things smooth found the same old bruise. I pressed my thumb against the groove in the workbench until the wood bit my skin.

“No. I’m asking why you kept this from me.”

Mom’s eyes shone, but her voice stayed firm. “Because Vanessa was in trouble. Her marriage was falling apart. She said she was afraid she’d have nowhere to go with the children. I thought if she could find something Grandma had left her, it might help.”

“So you let her search.”

“I didn’t know she was searching through the greenhouse.”

“You just said you let her take the keys.”

“I didn’t know what she was going to do with them.”

“Did she come back here alone?”

“I don’t know.”

“Did you see her open this drawer?”

“No.”

“Did you see the garden journals?”

Mom’s eyes flicked toward the empty space. It was quick, but I caught it.

“You saw them,” I said.

“I saw books. I don’t know if they were journals.”

“What happened to them?”

“I don’t know.”

Vanessa appeared in the doorway. “Mom.”

My mother turned. “I’m answering her.”

“You’re making it sound like I ransacked the greenhouse.”

“I didn’t say that,” Mom replied.

“But you’re letting her accuse me.”

“I asked you what you did here,” I said.

“I borrowed the keys once. That’s all.”

“What did you look for?”

“Something Grandma said she’d give me.”

“What?”

Vanessa’s chin lifted. “You don’t get to interrogate me.”

“Then stop telling people Grandma promised you the greenhouse.”

Her face changed, anger briefly giving way to something rawer. “You have no idea what Grandma and I talked about.”

“Then tell me.”

“She said she’d help me.”

“With what?”

Vanessa looked toward our mother. “Not here.”

“Why not?”

“Because you’ll twist every word into evidence.”

I stood. “You told the buyer we were ready to discuss a sale. You told Dad Grandma promised the property to you. What am I supposed to do with that?”

“Believe that I was trying to keep my family from falling apart.”

“I believe you’re scared. That doesn’t tell me what Grandma said.”

Vanessa’s mouth tightened. For a moment, I thought she might answer. Instead, she stepped back onto the path.

Marcus returned from the rear section, brushing soil from his palms. “Nothing else looks disturbed,” he said. Then he noticed the drawer. “Was something kept there?”

“Journals,” I said. “Maybe.”

Frank came in behind him, wiping his hands on his denim apron. His gaze moved from the open drawer to my mother. He said nothing.

I crouched again. A strip of paper was wedged beneath the back edge of the workbench, nearly hidden where the wood met the wall. It had caught on a splinter. I eased it free.

“Is that one of Evelyn’s notes?” Frank asked.

The handwriting was cramped and familiar, the downstrokes dark where Evelyn had pressed her pen hard. The strip had been torn unevenly, and the top line was smudged where it had been folded into the narrow gap.

I turned it toward the light.

The last line was clear.

May you like

My stomach tightened as I read it again.

“If she asks for the book, don’t give it to her.”

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