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Chapter 6: The Blue Journal

By the time we left the greenhouse, the torn strip of paper had softened in my fist.

I kept it there all the way back to Frank’s garage, as if my hand could protect the words from changing. The empty drawer, the broken padlock, my mother’s quick glance toward the space where the journals had been—each detail pressed against the warning.

If she asks for the book, don’t give it to her.

Frank set the tin on his workbench. “You want to look at the letter again?”

I opened my hand. The paper had left a red line across my palm.

“I want to know if this is Grandma’s handwriting.”

Marcus leaned against the bench beside me. He didn’t tell me to slow down or wait until tomorrow. He just stayed close enough that I could feel the warmth of his shoulder.

I took Evelyn’s envelope from my bag. It was still sealed where Marcus had folded the flap back into place, though the paper had begun to crease at the corners. I eased it open and slid the letter out.

There was Evelyn’s familiar slant, the letters pressed firmly into the page. I laid the torn strip beside the letter. The loop on the f, the sharp little hook at the end of a y, even the way she crowded words when she was impatient—all of it matched.

“She wrote it,” I said.

Frank bent closer but didn’t touch either page. “It looks like her hand.”

“It is her hand.”

The certainty came with a small, cold shock. Evelyn had written the warning and tucked it beneath the bench. She hadn’t been making a general note about gardening books. She’d meant for someone to find it.

I scanned the envelope for anything I might have missed. The paper smelled faintly of dust and dried flowers. Nothing else was there.

“What was the book?” I asked.

Frank’s gaze lowered to the workbench. “Evelyn kept a blue garden journal. She carried it everywhere for a while.”

“What was in it?”

“I don’t know. I never read it.”

I stared at him. “You kept the tin for her. You were helping her with all this.”

“She asked me to keep the papers safe. That was what I promised.” He tapped one finger against the bench. “The journal wasn’t in the tin.”

“What did she write in it?”

“Plants, I assumed. Notes about what she’d planted, when she’d pruned something.” Frank paused. “Once, she told me it held promises, too.”

The word landed harder than it should have.

“Promises to who?”

“She didn’t say. Or I didn’t ask.” He looked uncomfortable, and not because he was hiding anything. “I thought she meant the ordinary kind. Things she’d told people she would do.”

“Like offering Vanessa help?”

Frank drew a slow breath. “Maybe. But I don’t know.”

That honesty did nothing to settle me. The warning beneath the bench suddenly seemed less like a clue than a door, and the journal was on the other side of it.

My phone buzzed against the workbench. Dad’s name appeared on the screen.

I answered.

“Your mother said you found a note.”

“I found a note in the greenhouse. It says not to give a book to a woman who asks for it.”

A pause. I heard the low murmur of a television behind him.

“Do you know what book Grandma meant?”

“I couldn’t say.”

“Has Vanessa shown you anything in writing? Something from Grandma about the greenhouse or what she offered her?”

Another pause, longer this time.

“Why are you asking me that?”

“Because you’ve told me Vanessa said Grandma promised her the greenhouse. I want to know what you’ve actually seen.”

“Your sister told me what happened.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

His voice grew careful. “This is turning into a fight over scraps of paper.”

“No. It’s a question about whether you have something in writing.”

“I think everyone needs to calm down before we say things we can’t take back.”

The old familiar pressure rose in my chest: smooth it over, wait, don’t be difficult. I let it rise, and then let it pass.

“Dad, did Vanessa show you anything in writing?”

“I have to go.”

“Dad—”

The call ended.

I held the phone to my ear for a second after the line went dead, then lowered it.

Frank picked up a rag and wiped an already clean patch of the bench. Marcus’s jaw had tightened, but he didn’t speak for either of us.

“He’s avoiding the question,” I said.

“He is,” Marcus replied.

I slid the letter back into its envelope, but left the torn strip beside it. For the first time, I understood that my father’s refusal to answer was an answer of its own—not proof of what Vanessa had done, but proof that he was still more afraid of confronting her than of leaving me alone with the doubt.

I didn’t call him back.

Instead, I opened my messages and typed to Vanessa: I want to see the journal. Tonight.

The message showed as delivered. No reply came.

Frank offered to drive me over. Marcus said he’d come, too. I looked at the two of them, at the quiet steadiness in their faces, and felt something inside me shift. I had spent days asking my parents to confirm what I could already see. I didn’t need their permission to ask my sister a direct question.

Before I could answer, my phone vibrated again.

Unknown number.

A photograph filled the screen: a blue journal lying open on a kitchen table. The handwriting on the page was small and crowded, but the blue cover was unmistakable. In the background, I could make out a pale counter and a dark cabinet I recognized from Vanessa’s house.

Someone had been inside her home. Someone had seen the journal.

May you like

A message sat beneath the photograph.

Ask her what Evelyn offered before the last winter.

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