Chapter 10 - The Price of Speaking

Lucas stood with one hand gripping the strap of his bag. The auditorium doors opened and shut behind him, spilling applause into the hallway, but he didn’t look toward it.
“He said there would be consequences at home,” Lucas told Caleb and Noah. “If I ask him in there.”
Caleb’s expression tightened. “What kind of consequences?”
“I don’t know.” Lucas looked down at the envelope under his arm. “That’s the point. He decides what I get to know. He decides what happens next.”
Noah shifted closer, not touching him. “You don’t have to ask anything.”
“I know.” Lucas’s voice caught. He swallowed and tried again. “But if I don’t, it’ll feel like he still gets to decide what’s true.”
The words seemed to take the air from the hallway. Behind the auditorium doors, chairs scraped and a microphone squealed briefly. I watched Lucas’s face, the frightened boy inside the stubbornness, and hated that his father had made courage feel like a choice with a price tag.
“Lucas,” I said, “we can step away. You don’t have to do this in front of anyone.”
His eyes flicked to mine.
“I mean it,” I said. “You can go sit with your team. You can ask him later, or not at all. Nobody here gets to demand a performance from you.”
Daniel gave a sharp, humorless breath. “That’s convenient, coming from you.”
I didn’t answer him. I had spent too many years being dragged into Daniel’s version of every story. This wasn’t mine to take over.
Caleb glanced at Lucas, then at Noah. “It’s your choice,” he said. “Not ours.”
Noah nodded. “We’re not going to tell you what to say.”
Lucas’s shoulders lowered a fraction. The boys didn’t offer him a promise that everything would be fine or tell him what his family should mean. They gave him room to stand inside his own decision.
Vanessa came down the hall from the auditorium entrance. She’d heard enough to understand. Her gaze settled on Lucas, and something in her expression softened before she turned to Daniel.
“He will not be punished for telling the truth,” she said.
Daniel’s face hardened. “You don’t get to make that decision alone.”
“I’m not talking about a schedule or a rule. I’m talking about whether our son gets punished for asking why you lied to him.”
“He’s upset. You’re making it worse.”
“No,” Vanessa said. “You did that when you threatened him.”
Daniel looked at me, then the twins, as though the sight of us together were the offense. “You’re choosing strangers over your own family.”
Vanessa’s mouth tightened. “They aren’t strangers to Lucas. And they aren’t the ones who lied to him.”
The accusation landed. Daniel’s eyes flashed, then darted toward the auditorium doors. His anger didn’t look like strength anymore. It looked like a man searching for an audience that might still agree with him.
Lucas stepped back, putting space between himself and his father. “Mom said I can decide.”
“I said I won’t punish you for telling the truth,” Vanessa replied. “I didn’t say the choice would be easy. I can’t promise what your father will do. But I won’t make you carry his secret for him.”
A volunteer in a blue lanyard hurried into the hallway with a clipboard pressed to her chest. “Finalists, we need you inside. We’re about to announce the speaking order.”
The volunteer glanced at our tight little circle, then wisely kept moving. The doors swung open again, revealing the auditorium’s bright stage, rows of faces, and a banner stretched above the judges’ table. Lucas’s team waited near the front. Across the aisle, Jefferson students leaned over their notes, their team’s name printed in block letters on a paper sign.
Caleb and Noah exchanged a look. They had work to do, and their place in the final belonged to them. I could see the effort it took for them to turn toward the doors instead of toward Daniel.
“We’ll be right there,” Caleb said to Lucas.
“Where?” Lucas asked.
“Wherever we’re supposed to be,” Noah said. “You don’t have to look for us.”
It was a small offer, but Lucas seemed to understand it for what it was: not a demand, not a rescue. Just a place that would remain open if he wanted it.
Vanessa reached toward her son, then stopped before her fingers touched his shoulder. “Do you want me beside you?”
Lucas considered the question. “Not onstage.”
“All right.”
“And don’t tell me what to say.”
“I won’t.”
Daniel’s voice cut in. “This is exactly what I’m talking about. Everybody putting pressure on him.”
Lucas turned on him. “You’re the only one telling me what happens if I speak.”
For once, Daniel had no quick answer. The silence between them felt more exposed than anything said aloud.
The volunteer reappeared at the doorway. “Lucas Mercer, you’re first. Caleb and Noah Mercer, you follow immediately after him.”
A few people inside clapped, not knowing the family history folded into those three names. The sound reached us in bright, scattered bursts. Lucas’s face went pale, then composed itself into something more fragile than confidence and more deliberate than fear.
He looked at Caleb and Noah. “You don’t have to do anything because of me.”
“We know,” Caleb said.
“We’re going because we earned it,” Noah added. “You go because you decide to.”
Lucas nodded once. He adjusted the envelope beneath his arm, then started toward the stage. Vanessa stayed where she was, letting him choose the distance between them. I kept my hands at my sides, fighting the instinct to stop him or shield him from the room.
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Behind us, Daniel called out.
“Lucas—remember who pays for your future.”