Chapter 8: Linda's Choice

Linda waited until Ashley and Daniel had left the breakfast room. Ashley went upstairs without looking back. Daniel remained in the hall for a moment, caught between following his wife and respecting the request she had made.
“I’ll be in the sitting room,” I told him. “Just Linda and me.”
He nodded and went after Ashley, though not quickly enough to suggest he had forgotten what he’d promised.
Linda and I sat near the windows overlooking Frank’s garden. The white roses I’d arranged the day before were still in their vase. I’d replaced the water, but one of the blooms had bruised at the edge of a petal.
“I’m sorry to bring more trouble into your house,” Linda said.
“You didn’t bring the plans, or book the movers.”
“No. But I arrived with them.”
“You arrived because your daughter told you this was settled.”
Linda’s hands rested together in her lap. “She said you’d agreed to give us the west suite. She said you were upset about changing the room, but that you understood why it was necessary.”
“I never agreed to give it up.”
“I know that now.”
There was no accusation in her voice. Somehow, that made it harder to answer. I’d been braced for another demand, another explanation of why my bedroom was the most convenient place for everyone but me.
Instead, Linda looked tired. Not defeated, exactly. Just tired of being treated as if her needs were an argument someone else had to win.
“I don’t want a room obtained by pressuring you,” she said. “I don’t want my back used as a reason you’re supposed to surrender your own bedroom.”
“Your back is real. So is my right to say no.”
“Yes.” She looked down at her hands. “I should have asked you myself before the movers came. I took Ashley at her word because she’s my daughter. That was careless.”
“You weren’t the one who made the promise.”
“But I helped carry it into your house.” She paused. “And I watched you be put in a position where refusing us made you look cruel. I’m sorry for that.”
I glanced at the rose. The injured petal had begun to curl inward.
“Thank you,” I said. “I know you didn’t design the room or tell anyone to renovate it.”
“No. Ashley thought she was making a safe place for us. I understand that. But safety isn’t the same as getting everything you ask for.”
Her words held no triumph. She wasn’t trying to recruit me against her daughter. She seemed to be searching for the fairest way to say something painful.
“I don’t want to punish Ashley,” I said. “I was angry, and I chose a cruel way to show it.”
Linda’s gaze lifted to mine. “You’ve apologized.”
“I did. She didn’t accept it.”
“She’s hurt.”
“She has every right to be hurt by what I did.”
“And you still have the right to keep your room.”
“I do.”
Linda nodded once. “Those things can both be true.”
For a while, we listened to the soft ticking of the clock. Beyond the glass, a gardener’s hose lay coiled near the rose beds. Frank had always meant to build a low stone border there. We’d talked about it for years and never found the right time. After he died, I’d kept putting it off, as if finishing the garden might mean admitting there would be no more plans for us to make together.
“I want to be careful about what I offer,” I said. “You and your husband have the east suite for the week we agreed on. That hasn’t changed.”
“I understand.”
“Before that week ends, we’ll need to sit down together. I’m willing to consider a short extension in the east suite, if we agree on the dates and what happens afterward. But I can’t promise an open-ended stay, and I won’t promise your things a room before I’ve agreed to it.”
“That seems fair.”
“It may not be what you need.”
“It may be enough for us to decide what we can do next.”
I heard the scrape of a chair upstairs, then footsteps moving along the landing. The house seemed to have learned to listen whenever Ashley crossed it.
“I don’t want to make you choose between your daughter and a roof,” I said.
“I’m not choosing between them.” Linda’s expression softened, but her voice stayed firm. “I’m trying to make sure that if I stay here, it’s because you offered—not because Ashley told me you had no choice.”
That distinction was the one I’d been trying to explain to everyone since the movers arrived. Coming from Linda, it sounded less like a rule and more like a kindness.
“I can offer you the time we’ve already agreed to,” I said. “And I can talk about what comes next. I can’t offer a guarantee that solves the unfinished house or every difficulty your family is facing.”
“I wouldn’t ask you to.”
“I’m glad.”
“I don’t want to take over this home, Margaret. I want to sleep somewhere I can get in and out of bed safely while we make a plan. That’s all.”
The simple truth of it settled between us. The west suite had become the center of the argument because Ashley had decided it was the answer. But Linda didn’t want the room at the cost of my consent. She wanted an honest place to sleep and enough time to consider what came next.
“I can work with that,” I said.
“So can I.”
A quiet knock came from the doorway. Ashley stood there, one hand resting against the frame. Her eyes moved from me to her mother.
“Are you done?”
“For now,” Linda said.
Ashley’s gaze settled on me. “What was decided?”
“Nothing beyond what we’ve already discussed,” I said. “You and Daniel can join us when we talk about the week and what follows.”
Her mouth tightened. “So Mom gets to decide now?”
“She gets to decide where she’s willing to stay. I decide what I’m willing to offer.”
“And my feelings don’t matter?”
“They matter. They don’t decide what happens to my bedroom.”
Linda rose, then stopped beside her daughter. “Margaret has offered to honor the week we agreed on and talk about a short extension in the east suite.”
Ashley’s expression changed, but not toward relief. “A short extension.”
“Only something we could agree on together,” I said. “With a clear end date.”
“After everything that’s happened, you think that’s generous?”
“I think it’s an offer.”
Ashley let out a small, humorless breath. “You get to keep the room you wanted, and we’re supposed to be grateful for a few more days in the guest suite.”
“I don’t expect gratitude. I expect us to decide honestly.”
“Your apology was supposed to make this better.”
“My apology was for humiliating you with the water. It wasn’t a way to buy your agreement, and it wasn’t a change to my answer.”
“I told you I don’t accept that distinction.”
“I heard you.”
Ashley looked at her mother. “You’re going to stay here?”
“For the week we agreed to,” Linda said. “After that, your father and I will talk with Margaret about what’s possible.”
“Here we go again. Everyone gets to make a choice except me.”
“You have a choice,” Linda said. “You can be part of the conversation or not. But you can’t make the choice for all of us.”
Ashley’s face flushed. For a moment, I thought she might answer. Instead, she turned sharply and walked away down the hall.
Linda watched her go, her shoulders drawn up with concern. “I don’t like hurting her.”
“Neither do I.”
“You know she’s frightened.”
“I do.”
“That doesn’t make this easy.”
“No.”
Linda turned back toward the garden. The roses in the vase caught the afternoon light, and the bruised petal looked darker now, though it had not fallen.
“I should have spoken up sooner,” she said.
“About what?”
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She looked toward the hallway where Ashley had disappeared.
“Ashley packed family photographs for the west suite before she asked anyone.”