Chapter 2

Ryan’s mouth opened, then closed. The nurse busied herself at the counter, giving him the small mercy of pretending not to hear.
Melissa didn’t look away from him.
“Say her name,” she said.
He rubbed both hands over his face. For a moment he looked less like the man who had built a crib with his own hands than the boy who used to climb into my bed after our parents’ funerals, too proud to admit he was scared.
“Nora.”
The name stirred nothing I could hold on to. Only the faint, sour feeling of having heard it somewhere I wasn’t supposed to.
“Who was she?” I asked.
“Our sister.” Ryan glanced at the nurse, then back at us. “Older than us. They said she died before we were old enough to remember her.”
Melissa’s arms tightened around herself. “Your parents had a daughter before you?”
“That’s what they told us.”
“And you never asked?”
“I did.” His voice cracked with irritation, but it wasn’t aimed at her. “When I was little. Mom said Nora was gone. Dad said there was nothing more to tell.”
“Gone isn’t the same as dead.”
“I know that now.”
The answer landed between us, too late to comfort anyone. June shifted against my chest, her cheek warm through the hospital blanket. I tucked its edge beneath her chin, careful not to brush the crescent on her back.
Melissa watched me do it. Her face had gone pale, but something in her had steadied.
“Ryan, you don’t get to turn a birthmark into a verdict,” she said. “Not on her.”
“I’m not.”
“You handed her back to Claire like you were afraid to touch your own child.”
He flinched. I felt the accusation in my own arms, in the weight of June against me. Ryan looked at his daughter, and the panic in his face softened into something rawer.
“I know what I did,” he said. “I’m trying to understand why.”
“Then we understand it together,” Melissa said. She moved beside me and laid two fingers on the blanket, near June’s tiny fist. “But she is not the problem we’re solving.”
Ryan nodded once. He didn’t reach for June. Not yet.
“What do you actually remember about Nora?” I asked.
“Almost nothing. A name. A picture.” He stared down at the floor. “Mom used to shut the album if we got to that page.”
My stomach tightened. The dark curve I’d glimpsed in my own memory had been real enough to frighten Ryan, but memory could turn a shadow into a person. I needed to see what he had seen.
“Do you have the picture?”
He hesitated, then reached inside his jacket. From the inner pocket he drew a small photograph, its edges softened from being handled. He set it on the blanket beside my knee, keeping his fingers on one corner as though he might change his mind.
It showed our parents much younger, standing close together in front of a porch. A little girl sat on our mother’s hip, her face turned away from the camera. The picture had been cut or torn along one edge; a jagged bite was missing from the corner.
I leaned nearer. The girl’s shoulder was bare beneath the sleeve of her dress. There, just below it, curved a dark mark like a sliver of wine spilled on skin.
My breath caught.
“That’s her?” Melissa asked.
“I think so,” Ryan said. “I found it in one of Dad’s boxes after they died. I couldn’t make myself throw it away.”
The missing corner seemed deliberate, but I couldn’t tell what it had once held—or whether it had ever held anything at all. The photograph proved there had been a girl. It didn’t prove what happened to her.
I looked at Ryan. “Why didn’t you tell me you had this?”
“I didn’t know what it meant.”
“You recognized the mark.”
“I recognized it today.” His eyes lifted to mine. “And then I remembered this.”
“You remembered a picture after you saw June’s back?”
“I remembered Nora.” He swallowed. “I remembered being told not to ask.”
Melissa’s hand curled around the blanket. “We are asking now.”
The phone in my pocket began to ring.
The sound seemed too loud for the small room. I shifted June carefully and pulled the phone free. The screen showed a number I didn’t recognize.
Ryan’s gaze locked on it. “Don’t answer.”
I answered.
For one second there was only a faint hiss, like wind brushing a microphone. Then a man’s voice spoke, quiet and flat.
“Stop asking about Nora.”
My skin prickled. “Who is this?”
The call ended.
Melissa stared at my phone. Ryan stood so quickly the chair scraped backward.
“Who was it?” he demanded.
“I don’t know.”
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The screen lit again. A text from the same unknown number appeared beneath the call notification, carrying a photograph.
It was the old family picture. Someone had circled the little girl in red.