Chapter 4

Arthur’s offer waited outside the hospital in the shape of a black sedan.
The driver stood beside its open door, hands folded. Arthur wasn’t there, but his message had been passed along: the car was for me and June. Melissa could ride with Ryan.
As if we were parcels to be sorted.
“I’m not getting in,” I said.
Ryan glanced toward the driver. “Claire, you’ve just been through labor.”
“I know exactly what I’ve been through. I’m not leaving Melissa behind.”
Melissa’s fingers closed around the handle of her overnight bag. She looked pale beneath the fluorescent lights, her eyes raw from crying, but she stood shoulder to shoulder with me.
“We’ll take our own car,” she said.
The driver’s polite expression tightened. “Mr. Arthur said—”
“Arthur isn’t the one who gave birth,” I said. “And he isn’t June’s father.”
The words came out sharper than I meant. The driver looked down. Ryan’s face pinched, but he didn’t correct me. That mattered more than an apology would have.
We left together, Ryan carrying the bags while Melissa walked close enough to touch my elbow. June slept against my chest, wrapped in the hospital blanket. Every small breath warmed the hollow of my throat.
Outside, the wind had teeth. Ryan opened the passenger door of his SUV, then hesitated, looking at June as if she might vanish if he reached for her.
Melissa noticed. She didn’t press him. She just climbed into the back beside me.
At their house, the pale-yellow nursery door stood open at the end of the hall. Through it, I saw the crib Ryan had built, its smooth wooden rails catching the afternoon light. A row of tiny dresses hung in the closet. The room looked like someone’s promise made solid.
Ryan stopped in the doorway.
“I thought I could walk in here and feel happy,” he said.
Melissa set down her bag. “You can still be happy.”
He looked at her, and grief crossed his face so quickly it seemed to surprise him. “I’m afraid to look at her.”
Melissa flinched. June stirred in my arms.
“Then tell me why,” she said. “Not what Arthur says. Not what you think I can handle. Tell me what you remember.”
Ryan lowered his eyes. For a moment, I saw the boy he’d been after our parents died, sitting beside me on the kitchen floor while the house creaked around us. Back then, we’d promised each other we would never let the family’s silences swallow us.
“Our parents told us Nora was stillborn,” he said.
Melissa went still.
“Did they say anything else?” I asked.
“Not much. Whenever we asked, Dad shut the conversation down. Mom would leave the room.” Ryan swallowed. “Arthur told me it was cruel to make them talk about a dead baby. He said we were too young to understand.”
“And you believed him?”
“I wanted to.” His hands flexed at his sides. “I think I wanted the questions to stop. I didn’t know what the mark meant until I saw it on June.”
His shame was quiet, which somehow made it harder to bear. I could not take away what he had done in the hospital. But I could see him standing here, trying not to run from what he’d done next.
Melissa reached for his hand. “You don’t have to solve everything tonight. But you can’t leave me alone in it.”
He took her hand. His fingers shook.
“I won’t.”
The sound of my phone buzzing broke the silence. Melissa had sent me the saved picture from the hospital, and I opened it again. The front of the old photograph filled the screen: our parents, the little girl with the crescent mark, the edge of the second print showing beneath it.
“I keep looking at her,” I said. “I can almost remember the picture. Not her face. Just the feeling that I’ve seen it before.”
“Zoom in,” Melissa said.
I enlarged the image. The first photograph blurred into squares, but the second print beneath it had a pale border. Melissa leaned close, her shoulder pressing against mine.
“There,” she said. “That’s writing.”
Along the exposed edge, a date had been written in dark ink: April 12, 1986.
The image shifted as Melissa swiped through her phone. “Wait. My camera caught more than one frame when Arthur grabbed it.”
She opened the next image. The photograph had tipped in his hand, showing part of its back. Beneath the first date, another had been written in fainter ink. The strokes were thinner and slanted differently.
I looked at Ryan.
He had gone very still.
“Do you recognize the handwriting?” Melissa asked.
“No.” He leaned closer, careful not to touch the phone. “But that’s two dates.”
I stared at them, at the space between the dark, certain first line and the second one pressed beneath it. A date could mark when a picture was taken. It could mark something else, too.
Before anyone could say what, Ryan’s phone rang.
Arthur’s name appeared on the screen.
Ryan answered and put it on speaker.
“You have until tomorrow evening,” Arthur said. His voice was calm, almost conversational. “The cottage is being cleared. If you want anything from your parents’ storage, you’ll need to collect it before then.”
“Why the deadline?” Ryan asked.
“Because I’m done maintaining a place nobody uses.”
“You’ve been keeping their things there all these years?”
A pause. “I’ve been taking care of what was left to me.”
Melissa moved closer to the phone. “You told us Nora never existed.”
“I told you what you needed to hear.”
The sentence landed with the same cold certainty as his hospital-room denial. Ryan’s jaw tightened.
“Then tell me why you’re rushing to clear the cottage,” he said.
“I’m not discussing this on the phone. Tomorrow evening, Ryan. After that, the belongings are gone.”
The call ended.
For a few seconds, none of us moved. June made a tiny sound against my chest, her cheek warm beneath the hospital blanket. Ryan looked from the phone to the two dates on Melissa’s screen.
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“Tomorrow,” he said. “We go to the cottage.”
I looked again at the photograph’s back. April 12, 1986. Beneath it, in a different hand, the second date waited like a reply.